Bola Lembut

assalamualaikum,
special entry for my special day =)
SOFBOL game. ya, softball is the only SPORT game that i quite know how to play. Well, before ... me+sport = enemy. But now, after peoples keep bashing me that i know nothing about sport, i determined myself to prove that 'that peoples' were totally wrong. HEHE .

My team start training one month ago, so don't ever try to expect we can be like AMC, PGS or SAM TET okay?
First day of tournament, 23 April
just god know how afraid am I . grrr,first day everybody seem blur. TCS(B) vs LC and AMC that day. whooaaa, sad to said, we play quite hmm terrible. haiyaa, what to do, we had 'culture shock' haha.

Third day of tournament, 25 April
it is today, we TCS against PGS. today we are awesome. even though we lost, but for us it's a good game. 14-16. alaa, sikit je lagi. seriously, we play with a spirit and we are so excited. And i heard we made a new record -playing for 1 hour 56 minutes. 56 mins extra woo. Okay, that's a long time. Alhamdullilah, i contribute 2 marks for today game and my mission to get one hand is tet, tak berkesempatan. PGS play a great game, i love you, jersey 15. you are so friendly. next time, we TCS will play like what you guys did - play with a big heart, big smile, fighting spirit , team work =D Thanks for the hat too. HUU-HAA! Maahad, i salute you guys like crazy. When you guys play you never forget our creator, Allah. you guys smart sangat.
The end , waktu balik, Cik Lan our bus driver treat us cendol. awesome. Thanks Cik Lan.

'softball is life. It's more than a sport,more like a passion,red dirt and bruises are in fashion,the wind up,the pitch,scrambling defense,this is what softball is all about,intense parents in the stands,anxious coaches waving their hands,the swing of the bat,the ball,the bases, the glove, this is softball, the game i love!'

Hai it's me
Outfield Softball Player for Third Base
And I had an awesome experience today
I hope today is not the last day me wearing the glove, me swing the bat, me wearing my first jersey number 24.

Surrounding to attitude?

I keep piss off

Believe me I don't want to

Everyone has a different attitude

Attitude shape them

Attitude shape who they are now

Everyone has a different attitude

because of their surrounding

If they were a thief,why?

Why they became a thief?

They don't ask for it but why?

Because they have their's story

They don't do it as a hobby but they have too

There is a purpose why they stealing

Except they are stupid enough to do it as a hobby.

Me being so rebellious? But why?

Because of my surrounding

No teens rebel for no reason

I have my story so do you. 

Our surrounding shape us

Our surrounding change us

Don't agree? Your choice. This thing nothing to do with me. Haha. I just wrote it. 

Clock is the evidence

tick, tick, tick
the clock seem delaying ticking
i keep turning my head toward the clock
please ticking faster
i can't wait for another minute
it's pain it's hurt
it's not just about time but it is you,
you're the reason, the reason i'm hoping
please ticking your clock fast so that you can wake up ,so that i'm not going to wait anymore
please ticking your clock slowly so that you won't forget me

i look at your pale, sick face
i can see your face struggle for living
i look at your eyes, how much i want it to be open
all the wires connect to your thin body, it bother me a lot.

i had waited and i am waiting
it's worries me if i can't wait any longer
i can't send you away like this.
you might come back, because you might return
again today, i wait for you

then,
your eyes,
your eyes moving,
okay, please open,open,open
yes,it's open.
Nurse? no forget it.

me: hai . how..hmm..Are you okay?
him: nothing better from not being dying
me: shh
him: I had a feeling, you know that feeling when you know that 'time' .
me: what are you talking about? shh, don't talk too much
him: time fly so do I. i'm going to leave you anyway, just stop waiting. it's annoyed me. this might be my last words, i want you to know deep in my heart I never wish this wall separate us. It's fate. Remember me as your zillion best friend, your unpredictable lover and your not yet husband. okay?

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you're gone after that minute
finally you say goodbye
i know you trying to be strong
but the pain keep holding on

we both orphan.
we don't have family
you is mine and i'm yours
and now i'm alone.

clock is the evidence.