dia kuat, saya pasti

22:24 anis call me. she asking me whether i'm okay. hmm. i'm okay . then, she said " aku dah macam orang gila kat sekolah, lawak je tengok korang nangis" i was speechless, i keep asking whether she was okay. but i know she's not okay. her words really make me crying deadly.

she: 'esok aku ada pertandingan sajak,doakan aku tau' 

me: weehh, hmm, kau jangan buat yang sedih-sedih tau. i'm speechless.

she: handphone aku dah tak berbunyi dah weh.

me: anisss, (i'm crying) *ahh. it's okay babe, i'm gonno make sure that if i have a lot of credit i will message you.

she: kau kan adik kay. 

me: (smile)

haaa. anis,it was really sad to see you like this. aku tak ada bila kau perlukan aku. i feel guilty. at the same time,aku rasa aku tak nak pergi sekolah,so aku tak dapat tengok kau, aku takut aku tak kuat.

chingu yaa, please be happy for me, atikah tahu anis kuat. me,athira,syaqila, kawan-kawan yang lain,cikgu , we want our old anis back. dia seorang yang periang,manja, kadang-kadang mengedik, berani tak kena tempat, tapi itu yang kitaorang nak. we love the way you are. when you smile, the world become bright. but when you cry, hmm. i just want to hug you,babe. 

you know what, i'm just proud that i'm the one who make you guys together. and i'm happy that i have one big brother. anis, tetiba pulak aku teringat kau cakap "nanti awak jadi adik ipar saya" . hmm. huh! im crying a lot. babe, just promise me you will be okay. 

hey, welcome lil sis

ahhh. yesterday was a very bad day for me. july hate me, LOL! i'm having ayam pox. ohh tidak. infectious with my brother. I wasting my one week just for this err disease to puff. never imagine that this year i'm gonna  absent for school. you know how much I want a full attendance,right? hate this. 

 

today , 21 July 2011 give me a very great news. the seventh girl in my family was born. opss, yang empat atas tu woman dah. hee =) born at Ar-Ridzuan. don't have any name yet. bhaha. i don't know la. i'm not there. every single uncle muncle aunty maunty was very happy about it. yah la, they having another niece. same goes to her grandpa and grandma. wahh how lucky she is. but what most important is her dad, mom, big sister and her big brother. =D btw, welcome sis.

BUT there still have a bad news for me. I can't see my little sis. doesn't sound great isn't it? ahhh. super hate it. is there any big sis yang tak tengok her little sister's face at the first day she come at this beautiful universe? I don't think ada. am i right? she come? haha lawak la ayat aku. something wrong there. apa-apa la tengah happy ni.

 *waiting for my dad to bring me to clinic. just believe it ---> NOT YET  -___-

History

Perkembangan Perusahaan Perlombongan

just done my history presentation for tomorrow . alhamdullilah siap =D

the eighth temu waris

I don't want to call it as the worst temu waris or the great temu waris ever. It was my first temu waris that full with laughter.

Sabo je la tadi. lepas rehat kalut je 2 daisy. Ada two teachers in charge for temu waris 2 daisy. And the teachers was Pn Maizum and Pn Ruhana. I mean ustazah Ruhana. Big issue! and then,my mother dah sampai. Nak tunggu punya la lama. that time,alhamdullilah la ustazah in charge dekat 2 Jasmine. tak pe lagi. then,bila dah sampai turn,ustazah pindah pergi 2 daisy. =D. my mom and anis's mom duduk bersebelah. 

My mother supposed to pergi dekat Pn Maizum. but she doesn't do that. she give her turn to anis's mom.OMgee. haha. conclusion nye, turn aku for ustazah. 

my mother and ustazah agak kenal. even my mother pernah 'mengadu' kat ustazah that i was a bad kid. hee. yep,that's me. but then,aku dah berubah, alhamdullilah =) . start start je,ustazah dah cakap pasal Facebook. anis kat sebelah mengekek je kerja nye.ayoo,sabo je la. macam-macam la ustazah cakap pasal facebook. then,Puan Maizum tanya (to my mom la) "atikah selalu sakit eh,sekarang" my mom pun cakap la yang I becoming like this because of Ipoh International Run. then,sembang la pasal IIR.huhu. macam-macam. 

well,macam biasa, temu waris. for sure ada nasihat pelbagai nasihat. ustazah cakap don't give me a lot of pressure. to my mom la. because i'm the one of anak harapan. ustazah siap bagi quotes lagi . starting with R. but seriously forgot. i still remember the meaning ''capaikan harapan ibu" . my mom want me to be an excellent kid. *rasa sebak la pulak. =) ahh. dah dah dah. dalam ustazah bagi nasihat, ustazah still sentuh about FB. =D. so,from now i will limit my time menghadap FB. i promise that. no try try =)

dah balik. a few girls ask me what happen. and they know about the facebook thingy. ni for sure anis punya pasal. hampeh. haha.

ps: this thing tak da kena mengena dengan 'thing' di atas. when we lost something, or the thing was far from us, then, we know that our heart was for it. right? 

like if you think i'm right! 

lost my perfect walk

for the first time in my secondary life, aku balik awal. today ingatkan nak je ponteng sekolah but because nak 100 percent kehadiran full. batal kan aje niat tu. gagah kan la juga kaki ni. tu pun datang sekolah 12.50. ada bagus tak? solat time, aku dah off. my legs keep paining. ya allah sabar je la. ibaratkan air pressure. urat tegang yang amat. jalan pun dah rupa apa. like what huda said "dah rupa warga emas" . dengan flu plus fever nye.suara pun dah semakin pelahan.so,aku decide nak balik. tak larat tak larat. pergi la jumpa cik hanisah minta nak balik, before nak tunggu ibu, gi la masuk bilik kh jap. 2 Daisy's people tengah buat pola for blouse. i never skip kh amali's time. but this time. aku, terpaksa. ahhh. then,duduk kat car sit memanjang. (even though my mom is a housewife she still a busy woman,she needs to do this , she needs to do that) and now, what can i do is everything except benda yang melibatkan kaki untuk berdiri. alhamdullilah i still can pray to allah, but bila nak duduk tahiyat akhir.sakitnya allah je la yang tahu. 

btw,thanks to ipoh international run. because of you and because of my stupidy.gi terus lari and run without an exercise. 

a happy disappointed day (MSSM)

Haaaaaaa, what a great night last night. we had a great day yesterday. i will never forget 20 may 2011 =))

okay,first datang sekolah at about 2.30 pm. we had our lunch, me,anis and tira. then at about 4 pm might be, our bus king edward,taiping coming,masuk la. all the budak2 kat belakang bas, kene sound with mr.safawi (our shushhhh ex bus driver).haha. 

sesampai stadium perak, we all berkumpul, we are in between of raja chulan boys and student from gunung rapat.  we started our last practise and we are so happy and ofcourse we sad,cuz it was our last practise guyss~. we did our best. then we off at 6 something and had our dinner and went to surau to sembahyang asar. then,change our cloth to our yellow mssm shirt. there's so many people there, dah macam semut pun ada (anis said). ya lah, people from all over the country. I am looking for my sister. she want our camera, but batang hidung dia pun tak nampak. so,tak bagi lah. I'm so sorry,sis. 

Okay,at 7.45 we all dah nak masuk, there were just me,anis,tira,syaqila and nadhirah. Bila nak masuk,that kakak with the KRS uniform tak bagi masuk, she said 'budak sekolah tak dibenarkan masuk'.hmm. ayoo, we find another way to get in, but memang tak de. tempat tu je la yang boleh masuk,so gi la tanya mak guard,and dia cakap suruh masuk ikut pintu yang ada kakak krs tu. so,dapat la masuk, we are late.but actually it haven't start yet. alhamullilah. We wait for our turn. so apalagi, photoshot la, we picture with our teachers, cik hanisah and pn norhayati and ofcourse our beloved,mama husna =). 

Then, start with pernyalaan cahaya 1 malaysia (tanglung 1 malaysia)... malaysia book of record!

and then,our stadium perak more gelap gelita~  Fireworksss!!

 click here!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VJdokeOp54g

it so nice =))

then,it was our turn to make our offering.nervous,

nak tengok banyak gambar kat sini

 http://www.mssmipoh2011.com/

thanks.

okay, then balik,well kitaorg kan suka buat bising,mr safawi,pe lagi.. kene sembur la lagi.maaf mulut kami memang macam ni. but~ why!why dah habis. tak dapat dah bawak benda haram kat sekolah,tak dapat dah jumpa kakak and abang2 kat kps,tak dapat dah curi-curi tangkap gambar orang( ni aku ngan anis,jenayah berat),tak dapat dah nak menari,tak dapat dah selalu gi stadium,tak dapat dah jumpa kawan-kawan r.chulan,star,g.rapat (kami berempat selalu bersama) =)) haha. tak dapat dah naik bas king edward V11. It's all about sadness eventhough we all actually damn happy. arghhhh. It's all over now.

ha'!! tertinggal satu story, before berangkat pulang (ayat bm).. we picture with kakak abang kps and "moooo"

 

well,aku tak ada dalam gambar yg kanan ni cus i'm the cameraman, hee. and beside me was abang amirul. he was damn funny. 

that's the end =) just wanna to shared what we feel,what we do.

I'm scared,Dude!

I'm scared~ Exam,Oh myy. Well,biasa nya aku tak lah takut sangat dengan exam but dengan MSSM,20 Mei nie memang buat aku kecut gila lah. Ada practice segala bagai lah. Mingggu nie memang aku buzy gila lah. Kalah wanita koprat( wrong spelling right? do ignore) kat luar nun. Can you ever imagine ada practise kat Stadium Perak waktu exam. Okey,exam start minggu depan 3 May. But luckily lah cikgu exclude kan Daisy and Jasmine untuk ambil exam that day. Kertas Seni 2 and Sivik tunda ke 23 May. Nak cuti dah tu. Tu takpe lagi. But we need to practise dekat Stadium at about 7 pm till 11.30 pm. W H A T?? damn late lahhh. Lucky jugak kitaorang tak payah study. HAHA. But no way, exam nak dekat. How can I manage my time? HUARGHHH. Now, I'm totally scare. 

I hope our dance teacher is not a 'AWWW'. Hahaha. You know what I mean. Ada 12 school terlibat:

Cheer leader : SMK Ave Maria ( wow,cheer leading tuhh, Baek punya)

Olahraga : SMK Gunung Rapat 

Ragbi : STAR 

Hoki : SMK Anderson ( sudah lama tak main hoki, but how you all nak dance with tema hoki?)

Badminton : SMK Seri Intan

Bola Keranjang : SMK Raja P.Bainun

Bola Jaring : US, SMK Tarcisian Convent

Sepak Takraw : SMK Raja Chulan

Gimnastik : PPD LMS (sekolah apa nie ye?)

Bola Tampar : SMKA Izzuddin Shah

Bola Sepak : SM Vokasional Cator

Bola Baling : SMTI or Teknik Brash 

agak banyak. Every school ada 50 student, that's mean ada 600 orang tu, So Wow. I'm excited nak pergi sini.Actually aku tak lah berapa faham dengan tema tema dia nie. First i thought kena main bola jaring but then dah tulis BESAR BESAR punya Gerak Tari. Bila ada tulis tari,that's mean we need to dance lahh.

Harghhh, with the MSSM plus Sejarah folio plus exam thingy, My heart keeps beep-ing. HHAHAHA. So apa aku buat?. Aku dah STOP fb-ing. Takpercaya? Aku juga. Arghh i miss you lah. So,this might be my last entry for this 2-3 weeks because... I'm buzyyyy like a bee.( English yang sudah lah lapukk) haha. 

Ape- ape mike nak dari teman or mike rindu teman ke kan kan? mike message je teman. HAHA. (Tak de kuasa aku nak rindu kau lah atikah!). Tu pun kalau jari-jemari aku rajin nak tekan button phone. Heeee~ By the way, Wish me a good luck and pray for me for this exam.Can ha'? sincere tau! haha. main-main je. Kalau korang rasa korang kawan aku lah. I don't asks you to buy me ferrari, just ... =D

Notes to myself : You know you can do it. So, Aja aja fighting! You CAN do it!Gambateee

Okay that's all for today. Sumpah I will miss korang. <3