Tuesday, July 26, 2011

dia kuat, saya pasti

22:24 anis call me. she asking me whether i'm okay. hmm. i'm okay . then, she said " aku dah macam orang gila kat sekolah, lawak je tengok korang nangis" i was speechless, i keep asking whether she was okay. but i know she's not okay. her words really make me crying deadly.

she: 'esok aku ada pertandingan sajak,doakan aku tau' 
me: weehh, hmm, kau jangan buat yang sedih-sedih tau. i'm speechless.

she: handphone aku dah tak berbunyi dah weh.
me: anisss, (i'm crying) *ahh. it's okay babe, i'm gonno make sure that if i have a lot of credit i will message you.

she: kau kan adik kay. 
me: (smile)

haaa. anis,it was really sad to see you like this. aku tak ada bila kau perlukan aku. i feel guilty. at the same time,aku rasa aku tak nak pergi sekolah,so aku tak dapat tengok kau, aku takut aku tak kuat.
chingu yaa, please be happy for me, atikah tahu anis kuat. me,athira,syaqila, kawan-kawan yang lain,cikgu , we want our old anis back. dia seorang yang periang,manja, kadang-kadang mengedik, berani tak kena tempat, tapi itu yang kitaorang nak. we love the way you are. when you smile, the world become bright. but when you cry, hmm. i just want to hug you,babe. 

you know what, i'm just proud that i'm the one who make you guys together. and i'm happy that i have one big brother. anis, tetiba pulak aku teringat kau cakap "nanti awak jadi adik ipar saya" . hmm. huh! im crying a lot. babe, just promise me you will be okay. 

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