Clock is the evidence

tick, tick, tick
the clock seem delaying ticking
i keep turning my head toward the clock
please ticking faster
i can't wait for another minute
it's pain it's hurt
it's not just about time but it is you,
you're the reason, the reason i'm hoping
please ticking your clock fast so that you can wake up ,so that i'm not going to wait anymore
please ticking your clock slowly so that you won't forget me

i look at your pale, sick face
i can see your face struggle for living
i look at your eyes, how much i want it to be open
all the wires connect to your thin body, it bother me a lot.

i had waited and i am waiting
it's worries me if i can't wait any longer
i can't send you away like this.
you might come back, because you might return
again today, i wait for you

then,
your eyes,
your eyes moving,
okay, please open,open,open
yes,it's open.
Nurse? no forget it.

me: hai . how..hmm..Are you okay?
him: nothing better from not being dying
me: shh
him: I had a feeling, you know that feeling when you know that 'time' .
me: what are you talking about? shh, don't talk too much
him: time fly so do I. i'm going to leave you anyway, just stop waiting. it's annoyed me. this might be my last words, i want you to know deep in my heart I never wish this wall separate us. It's fate. Remember me as your zillion best friend, your unpredictable lover and your not yet husband. okay?

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you're gone after that minute
finally you say goodbye
i know you trying to be strong
but the pain keep holding on

we both orphan.
we don't have family
you is mine and i'm yours
and now i'm alone.

clock is the evidence.