two zero one three

Assalamualaikum,

HI 2013 and BYE 2012

HAPPY TWO ZERO ONE THREE!

Today is page 1 of 365. Dah masuk 2013! Wow, time flies so fast. 2012 meninggalkan banyak kenangan. A good one and a bad one. But lumrah kehidupan la semua tu.

Azam? Azam pada Maal Hijrah haritu dah buat, kita sebagai umat Islam seharusnya lebih penting tahun baru Islam itu sendiri. Note to myself. Yang pasti, ingin menjadi khalifah yang lebih baik. Jangan kantoi solat fardhu dan amalan sunat kita kejarkan. In Sha Allah.

2012, Alhamdulillah, a lot of good things happened to me. Allah memudahkan urusan. Banyak sangat nikmat yang Allah berikan tahun lepas, alhamdullilah. Syukran ya Allah Syukran.

- Memory of 2012 that I will never forget -

1) jadi ketua kelas for 3 Daisy, jaga macam-macam perangai, I dunno whether I'm a good 'ketua kelas' or not, but as long as I enjoy jadi ketua kelas , then I don't care apa yang orang fikir. I'm not perfect, itu yang termampu. But seriously 3 Daisy sangat AWESOME! We all became very close after joined activity Pasca PMR, semua kitaorang nak menang, and Alhamdullilah 3 Daisy la yang banyak menang award, hiasan khemah terbaik, kelas terbersih July , Choral Speaking  and many more. We also had a great form teacher, Pn Suzilah. Caring form teacher ever!

2) I'm so active this year!  First time menyibukkan diri masuk this sport thingy, haha. Joined Sofbol School Team. Had my first jersey, number 24. Atikah ada jersey wehhh, kau ada? haha. Walaupun tak menang, at least dapat banyak pengalaman baru. More info click this BOLA LEMBUT . Dan juga joined kawad kaki KRS and dapat tempat kedua. Alhamdullilah

3) This is the main. PMR!!! Tahun lepas adalah tahun yang belajar, belajar dan belajar. Alhamdullilah, dalam Trial PMR dapat straight A , syukran, rasanya first time dapat straight A dalam small test macam ni. Alhamdulillah juga PMR pun straight A. Syukran Ya Allah.

banyak lagi nikmat yang telah Allah berikan tahun lepas, tak tersenarai, banyak sangat. salah satunya, tahun lepas happy sangat. lagi bertambah orang yang tersayang, haha. 

“Ya Tuhanku berilah aku ilham untuk tetap mensyukuri nikmat Mu yang telah Engkau anugerahkan kepadaku dan kepada dua orang ibu bapakku dan untuk mengerjakan amal saleh yang Engkau ridhai; dan masukkanlah aku dengan rahmat-Mu ke dalam golongan hamba-hamba-Mu yang saleh”.

 (Q.S. An-Naml : 19)

“Dan jika kamu menghitung-hitung nikmat Allah, niscaya kamu tidak dapat menentukan jumlahnya. Sesungguhnya Allah benar-benar Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang.” (QS. an-Nahl, 16: 18).

Berharap agar tahun ini lebih baik daripada tahun yang lepas. Amin

Blueberry Cheesecake

Assalamualaikum, 

Last last week, i made Blueberry Cheesecake, and im so glad, it turn out well. Got the recipe from http://www.myresipi.com/top/detail/15588 . but i did change it.

The ingredients,

For Base

20 pieces of Biscuit Marie

75g melt butter

1 tsp cold water

1 tsp sugar

Cake

500g cream cheese. You can use Tatura or Philadelphia. Philadelphia is the best but to save budget I suggest you to use Tatura. I used Tatura and alhamdullilah it tasted good.

3/4 cups of castor sugar

4 eggs

250 ml whip cream. Whip cream and frosting cream is different. Jangan salah beli. I used 150g untuk cake and 100g untuk hias kek. *Optional

1 tbs vanilla extract 

250g blueberry filling

Directions

1. Preheat oven to 180 degrees C.

2. Do the base first, Combine the biscuits, sugar, melt butter and water. Press into bottom of a pan cake. Let        cool until perfectly dry.

3. For cake, Beat softened cream cheese and add sugar, vanilla extract until blended. Add eggs, one at a time. Then, add whip crim and blended well. 

4. Bake at 180 degrees C for 45-50 minutes. When done, let cool and chill the cheesecake in refrigerator. 

5. You can decorate the cake in your own way. You also can spread the balance whip cream all over the cake. 

HAPPY TRYING!

Life must go on

Assalamualaikum,

Life must go on, no matter how hard it can be.

Today is very a sad day for me. I can't go to PPI Reunion, and that make me more emotional today. I really want to meet Aisyah, Syafiqah, Wani and others, this might be the last change and ya, i'm so stupid to let it go. Talk about this, literally , makes me becomes more sad.

And the most important thing that blew my happy mood.... hmm, Qila, my twin, my sis, my buddy is on her way to Johor Bahru. Who is Qila? Okay, she is my sister, 13 years old for this year. Adik yang lebih besar daripada kakak dia, haha, not that big, just okay i admit maybe I was ya ya kinda short. She much taller than  me. Selalu juga, orang mix up yang I ni adik and dia kakak. Haha, but ya i like that way because its makes me look younger. ;') . So maybe for awhile no one gonna say like that anymore because you are not around.

the left one is Qila. 

I spent a lot of my holidays with her doing all those crazy stuff, we were sketching, drawing malam malam buta. We even successfully memorized this Little Things song by One Direction and sing it almost every night.  We karaoke a lot of different songs. I told her about my badut comel. And ya, the only person in this house i can bravely talk about badut comel is her. I can tell her everything. I can't share my story to Along or Rina or anyone else even Arissa, haha. Qila, she won't tell mom. I can count on her. That is the good thing. Ya, the almost thing i won't forget, the moment when we solat sama sama. We share our knowledge, you talked about arts and I gave you some advise. Day before yesterday, we both watched movie together, First Love, casting by Mario Maurer, haha we both have a big crush on him. haha. For this holiday, I'm so proud of her because she finally berjaya masak sardin and nasi goreng. She hates kitchen life so much, she said 'I want to find husband yang pandai masak so that I don't have to cook' . Haha, jenuh membebel dekat dia lepas tu. I said 'good food do brings something that you will never imagine' .

You know what, my day will ya, quite lonely maybe when you are no longer around. I will sleep alone, I will sketching alone, and the saddest thing is I'm not sure to who I want to share my story with. My friend? tak duduk sebumbung. Cakap sorang-sorang la jawabnya. Haha.


Yes, she leave me with a small letter, quite meaningful. I can't stop my tears from falling. hmmm

Stick it to my dashboard so that i wont forget. I miss you, Qila! 

:)

I love. both of you

assalamualaikum w.b.t ,

'setiap yang hidup pasti akan mati'

why so suddenly? hmm, i miss you both, opah, maktok. how I really wish both of you.... hmm . To lost dua dua grandma in one year, one day and even more worst dalam dua hari berturut-turut was really a tough, i think the toughest Allah's test for my family.

21 of August,

raya ketiga, that morning ayah bawa adik-adik dulu pergi johor bahru. tinggal ibu, along and me yang naik bas malam. Dalam on the way ke JB , ayah call cakap maktok dah tak ada. ='( I was like, what,  is this a joke or something, ya i know , im not suppose to say that, but that time.... that feeling bila, terlalu lama tak jumpa maktok. you know, hmm. bukan itu je yang berlegar di fikiran, i think about my dad. Ayah dengan adik adik, how can my adik boleh calm him down. how? will he be okay?

petang itu juga, kebetulan Acik nak pergi JB, we followed him. around 9-10 o'clock baru sampai, waktu orang tengah bertahlil. That moment bila sampai rumah, 'how i wish they could wait for us to come' 'how i wish i could menatap muka maktok for the last time' . it just a wish. yes, so long tak jumpa maktok. i miss her so much. Bila sampai rumah maktok, tercari cari maktok, nak salam dengan maktok, maktok mana.

more sad, imagine waktu baru habis tahlil, orang ipoh call kata opah dah tak ada. I was speechless. How.. hmm. I still remember, mom's face , bila ibu ajak berkumpul, and said 'opah dah tak ada' . kami adik beradik sememangnya speechless. And ayah, malam tu juga decide untuk balik ipoh balik. Could you peoples imagine , not even 24 hours I lost both of my grandma. and for the first time, tak sampai 24 hour dekat JB.

Dalam kereta I terfikir , 'baru esok cadang nak pergi ziarah kubur maktok, memandangkan sampai tadi pun dah malam' . and till now i haven't ziarah kubur arwah lagi. believe it. am i a bad granddaughter?

lepas subuh baru pergi rumah pah, baju kurung yang dipakai waktu pergi JB tak salin pun, still pakai baju tu. memang tak kisah langsung pasal tu. waktu cium opah, opah sejuk sangat. actually, I waited for my grandma to recover from stroke so that she could cook for us, cucu opah. kita orang teringin sangat kerabu mangga yang opah buat, lagi lagi gulai taucu, gulai tempoyak. mana ada dah orang yang masak sedap macam opah masak.

and this is a fact that the 23rd of August is the day, opah birthday. and ya sad cus cik yati baru nak sambut birthday aliya dengan opah.

but, ini semua kehendak Ilahi, kita semua kepunyaan Allah dan kepada Dia lah kita kembali. Pujuk hati untuk redha atas pemergian opah and maktok. I really miss them. What can I do now is just recite Al-Fatihah for them. And really berharap cuti ni dapat ziarah kubur arwah maktok. =)

Opah, maktok, I love you both 

Arasso

Assalamualaikum w.b.h ,

new short story from me, lalala, me no good dalam berkarang. i wanna give it a try, so .. jemput baca, haha

CHAPTER ONE

Emma call Qi. “Pick up the phone la wey”

Qi : Okay, wait what? Why Emma call me la? , we never on the phone before. She is the one who tell me not to call her walau apa jadi sekali pun. Ahhh , maybe adik dia main tekan tekan ni. 

Qi idle his phone and continue tweeting with his friends.

Emma: Pick up my phone la. Errrrrrrr!

Emma open her twitter and tweet “Dey, when people call you, ce jawab, this is urgent”

Qi read Emma’s tweet and rasa sangat pelik.

Qi: so… okay.  bukan adik dia main tekan tekan.

Then, Qi tweet “let me call you”

Emma didn’t reply , instead she wrote another tweet “no need, just answer my call"

Qi did the same, “Arasso, if you said so”  you know ‘Unmention Game’ on twitter. LOL

Emma call again and this time Qi answer the call.

Qi: hey, whats up ma girl?

Emma: hmm, give me 5 minutes to explain everything. Okay, hmmm, I love you..

Qi: I love you too, you call I sebab nak cakap tu je?

Emma: Please Qi, please be serious. That is not the main point, okay. You just need to shut your mouth and let me speak, just me, don’t ever interrupt or else cerita akan jadi lain.  can you do that my dear?

Emma: Hello, can you?

Qi: yaya, sure.. I will shut my mouth for 5 minutes and dengar you membebel, okay teruskan.

Emma: Hi Qi, err. Again I tell you I love u. Kita dah kawan dari darjah 2 lagi, and now dah almost 10 years kita berkawan. Sampai dah berapa awek kau ada pun aku tahu. Haha, mana tak nya sorang girl pun tak melekat dengan kau. Hmm,  Kau la kawan baik aku, percaya atau tak aku lebih sayang kau dari aku sayang kawan perempuan aku. Hari-hari aku ceria bila dengan kau.  Tapi aku dah cukup terseksa Qi, aku dah penat menunggu. Haa, I’m not suppose to say this. Aku dah cukup rimas kau layan aku macam ni. Cukuplah. Haha, kau takkan faham aku kan? Hmm , Qi, kau sayang aku kan? Please, for sake Qi, please forget me. Mianhae , mianhae Qi, aku tak sepatutnya  mengkianati our friendship. I do believe that love can ruins a friendship. Terjadi sekarang. Forget me please Qi! Forget me forget me!

Qi: apa kau merepek ni Emma?

Emma: Qi, aku belum habis lah! Kan aku suruh kau senyap, tengok kau dah fikir lain. Ishh! kan hmm cerita dah lain, lalala, okay lupakan. HAHAHA,Qi… aku main main la. Kau mana boleh lupakan aku. I’m your friend sehidup semati. Aku call ni sebenarnya bukan nak merepek bagai ni, haha, saja nak kenakan kau. Aku just nak cakap yang… aku dah dapat dah surat tu…… surat tawaran pergi UK wehh, ahhhhh, happy gila sekarang ni. Haha, kau dah dapat tak? Jangan pergi jauh dari aku Qi.

Qi: Emma apa kena kau malam ni? Cara kau cakap ni lain macam. Ahhh, lantak, that is my Emma! By the way, untunglah kan dapat pergi UK, hmm hmm.

Emma: ha? Errr, Qi, takkan kau tak dapat kot? . wehh, sorry.

Qi: lalalala, hmm, tak payah kesian dekat aku, kesian dekat diri kau , sebab hari-hari kau kat sana takkan aman! Whole family aku pindah sana, so , aku pun belajar dekat UK. But maybe tak sama la Universiti dengan kau. Emma, aku tengah buat muka monyok ni.

Emma: haha, mengada la Qi. Yeyyyyy, Qi ada Qi ada. Jadi bodyguard aku, tidak harus tapi wajib.

To be continue…

Keep Calm and Do Your Job

KEEP CALM AND DO YOUR JOB AWESOMELY 

Assalamualaikum w.b.t  , readers
How was your PASCA PMR? syok enough or sangat membosankan? Alhamdullilah cikgu-cikgu TCS amat prihatin dengan menyediakan macam macam aktiviti lepas pmr. Sampai tak terbuat semuanya. Yang pasti kitaorang sangat tension . Semangat nak menang dan tak nak menyerah kalah. Yeah.

Alhamdullilah , macam-macam nikmat Allah bagi dalam 3 bulan ni, first dengan result Trial , second dengan adanya dia, haha. then dengan dicalonkan sebagai pengawas next year. Syukran Ya Allah!

Tugas yang berat, menjadi ketua kelas dalam pada masa yang sama kena jadi 'bakal pengawas' . start my duty pada 21 of October selepas Kak Nabil panggil me and terangkan everything. Bila dia tanya kamu tak hantarkan permohonan untuk jadi pengawas? dalam hati alahai, rasa nak tergelak pun ada. Borang dah ambil dah, tapi tak hantar sebab last minute I decide tak nak hantar. Until Kak Nabil cakap ' disebabkan pengawas melayu sikit' . Terus terbuka hati ni terima tawaran ni. One thing, kebaikan kaum sendiri is my priority. Heee, Thanks to all the teachers yang memberi kepercayaan ini.

Im not sure whether next year I still stay dekat TCS or what, but I will keep doing my job. The next day, after the shock day, 22 of October, this kid telah dipilih untuk menjadi Juruacara, mak aiii. dalam banyak banyak kerja, i hate to be juruacara. I hate stage, I hate microfon, but tawakal je la. tak nak cikgu nampak budak ni tak sanggup menerima cabaran, cepat give up, and the most, i don't like people to see me as budak lemah. =) . alhamdullilah, hari tu dah pun berlalu, muahahaha, dah tak nak fikir dah bila cakap laju, terkuat, tergagap semua tu, cus tak nak jadi juruacara dah. haha. =)

bermulanya pelbagai cabaran.. 

Jebal Jebal

Assalamualaikum and Hi,
to my hunny, oh dear blog, i'm so sorry if i seem like I'm abandoned you. hee
Okay lets start.

So PMR is done, well actually not yet, Math and Kh are waiting to kill us, dear PMR-ins,so..  good luck! do your best.
Straight to the point, lately i'm just not in a good mood, woo woo. stop there, it is not because of PMS or what ever.  it just, I really tension when people start to talked like this to me :

' Atikah confirm dapat 8A' 'hmm, budak pandai, study last minute pun tak pe' 'senanglah, kau dah pandai' 'kau minta je SBP or MRSM mana-mana confirm dapat'

ya Allah, people, please don't say like this. ke arah positive sikit please, You guys are not the one who will be crying if I don't get staright A for my PMR, i am the one who will be freaking crying like nuts since you peoples  put a high expectation on me. It is a pressure, you know. More pressure when it just me and Huda yang okay trial. It is just TRIAL you know, TRIAL is TRIAL and TRIAL is the past. So please , don't kaitkan between my TRIAL and my PMR.

Bukannya I wish I tak dapat macam Trial result, tak. I'm hope and I give my hope to Allah. I want straight A. And I'm not regret dapat result trial yang okay, just, please, stop with all that hmm hmm thingy.

Shut up Atikah, haha. So GOOD LUCK! after done with your exam don't forget to pray to Allah everyday and minta agar result PMR better than TRIAL. Hanya pada Allah kita meminta, memohon dan hanya Allah yang beri kita kejayaan diatas usaha kita. =D , assalamualaikum.