new phase of life, hahaha

Bismillahirahmanirahim , 

Well hello there,

 Assalamualaikum and Hi . 

Its been a while right? Perghhh berkurun berdusun not update apa apa inside this blog. Padahal macam macam cerita nak diceritakan. Seriously man, a lot of big things happens after finished my secondary school. Nothing special about 'honeymoon after SPM' actually ...... I think haha. Nahhh, i worked actually in a kindergarten, as...  as what? teacher lahhh. Mmg those kids really taught me something la. Even till now, I get voice notes from them through whatsapp every week wehhh, aint that cute ? kau ada? ahahaha.

 Alhamdulillah that Allah give me this kind of nikmat, at least I tak mereput sangat waktu cuti, hehe. Okay what else I did during holiday huh? hmmm... Oh yahhhh, I already got my car license ahakkk, (one of the wishlist budak habis SPM nak buat , I think) ANDDDDD, I already merasa accident wehh haha, but not yang langgar orang punya tu la. Masuk longkang je , HAHA. 

Okay, cukup atas yang lepas. And now I'm officialy and one month already jadi one of the Asperian. yeyyyyyy!!! my first choice after all to sambung dekat UPM. Why? because UPM ada fakulti perhutanan ;) , say yeay to Dendrophile hehe. I cannot la dengan suasana duduk dalam kotak berdinding, i love nature,  i love outdoor , extreme things, but please bukan macam duduk dlm lab buat experiment and all all that. That just not me. Buat experiment pun aku tipu data hahahahaha. I cannot i cannot haha. But still for this foundation a lot of lab report to do. Sabar laa naaakkkk. 

Let's brief a bit about UPM, simple word : it huge weh . your legs will become sado la duduk sini. And I dunno if this thing happens to everyone else juga ke tak. 'I'm too lazy to buy food weh' . 5 days dah tak beli nasi and other kejadah benda lain. Too lazy, once you dah naik bilik and you be like gila malas nak pi turun dan pi cafe . Maybe this thing just happen to me, eyy. Even though bulan puasa, sometimes my roomate yang tolong belikan. And yaaa talking 'bout roomate. My roomate is my cousin hehe, lucky girl huh? 

Now lets talk about kuliah. Being one of the kuliah 14 people , Alhamdulillah , really ; everyone is so really ; in together, just one month and kita dah menggila to each other. (hashtag sayasayangkuliah14) haha. Pertanian class really helps us to bond to each other, serious talk. This is ionic bond where anion and cation helps together to form a stable and perfect arrangement ;).  Thanks for everything guys, praying for this ukhwah and friendship relay be lasting forever (not for this foundation period only eyy ;) ) and of course to bless by Allah. And you know what, again im lucky , i think haha, same class with wan syafin. and old classmate in igop, haikal. again really -_- hahaha. Well, wishing and praying the best for our two last paper for this ujian satu, physics and chemistry this weekend, inshaAllah. Chaiyok guys.

But psstttttt, remember this , what is the reason for us to learn? the reason for you to learn something? adakah your first anwer is to get 4 flat wahai kawan kawan? Then you in a big trouble. Please guys, dont! You can have them in your wishlist but please make them at second wish ke . Tajdid niat we learn to gain KNOWLEDGE. Agama tak mintak untuk you bagi 4 flat , agama mintak  you to become wise, wise for what , I know you know the answer, right? Beza between the golongan intelligent but not perform ibadah and golongan intelligent yang jaga agama. Ingat akhirat nakkk. Note to dearself juga ni, huhu. sama sama henshin guys :( (pardon me to non-muslim readers hehe)

Coretan di Igop 2

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Part 6 : Infinite

             To infinity to beyond.

 Kenapa infinite? Jgn tanya.

 Nama mcm kpop sgt? Jgn tanya, ini adalah keputusan sebulat suara.

 Infinite ni apa? Jgn tanya. Okay tak J infinite ni our batch punya nama. Masuk asrama la baru tahu ada juga org yg perjuangkan semangat batch. Byk sgt kenangan dgn infiniters. Infinite infinite infinite, hmm nakal sgt rasanya. Byk sgt hal yg dibuatnya, lepas satu2. Tapi satu benda la, aku rasa batch kita terlampau baik, sampaikan something yg buat kita jadi nakal. Naik lemak kot, haha.  

            Just to share kenangan yg pling ‘terindah’ la waktu form 5, and I have to admit, ada hikmahnya, ukhwah between us lepas tu, mmg dasyat la, thumbs up. Bersatu hati jiddan la. Kenangan yg mana? Well drum roll to our …. LEGEND of 3AM, yey haha. Anggota dia sape? Wallahualam, yg aku tahu 10 org. Aku tak nak cerita psl apa korang buat, kesasihan cerita kurang pasti. Ni aku cerita dari sudut aku. Kisah nya bermula dari ckp-ckp , mmg waktu tu semua tak puas hati, dlm kelas semua org bgi pandangan, balik dorm pun sama. Luckily waktu tu dah tukar dorm, ada la privasi , x yah menghadap junior. Dorm lagi la rancak gossiping, gossip? Lebih kpd luahan perasaan dan rasa sedihsebakdanseangkatandgnnya. Perempuan, what? Hehe .

           Lagi sebak bila tahu our guy friends direhatkan sebentar, haha. That week mmg semua tgh main dgn perasaan. Semua tahan sebak tapi time kelas fizik pagi bila ntah, mmg… (okay pejam mata – ce korang bygkan balik waktu tu , :D). Laki semua keluar dri dewan, yg perempuan dlm dewan terpinga-pinga. Yg dok usha ikut tingkap dh start nangis tgk keadaan lelaki-lelaki waktu tu (hugging,salam to each other) senang cerita la kan, mmg DRAMA la waktu tu,haha. Then start la desas desus kata ada yg direhatkan forever. Lagi-lagi org yg kena tu mmg unexpected punya people.  Menangis? Gila tak, even tak rapat just kenal2 mcm tu pun boleh nangis, lagi la form four lama, menangis lagi dasyhat. Mmg percaya la waktu tu kan, tgk lelaki pun nangis. Malam tu semua dorm pakat call org yg kena ‘direhatkan’ tu, okay lawak sbnrnya.

         Siapa tak sedih, dah la dah nak exam tiba2 jadi mcm tu. Malam before diaorg pergi, Had rasanya jadi Imam, balik dorm semua dok pakat ckp ‘nanti tak dengar dah Had imam, imamkan Yassin’ . Lol, siapa yg baca doa lepas solat waktu tu ayat dia pun … adoi okay (Tarik nafas) burst in tears. J

        Tetapi, semuanya dusta. Dusta dusta (geleng kepala) Kenapa? Geram dulu jom. Haha, tgk tgk kan elok je semua balik, tiada pun yg rehat forever. Means kitaorg kena tipu la, yey. :D Geram? Of course tapi nasib baik tak ada rusuhan berlaku, lol. Sebab apa? Mungkin it was better, kawan dah balik, suka la kan nak marah pun buat apa. That night, waktu perjumpaan , diaorg admit  yg diaorg tipu. Okay cancel out the tipu tukar lakonan kot. KOT. Haha. Serious la, betul la, semua benda yg terjadi mesti ada hikmahnya … kan? Lepas benda ni terjadi mmg ukhwah kita susah nak diperkatakan dengan kata (angkat kening) . Kesan? First time aku dengar , lelaki baca doa rabitah buat julung kalinya, haha, no offense okay. Dan hari-hari berikutnya , Doa Rabitah for everyday, kalau baca dgn penuh penghayatan, tangkap leleh juga la.

And setiap hari till now, aku susah nak lupa, moment lepas kita ada perjumpaan dengan cikgu then, Had arahkan baca Doa Rabitah, then dgn cheers kita

Satukan hati-hatimu        

......(lupa lirik, haha) ampun

Semua A+ dalam genggaman 

bila cheers, kalau tgh semangat tu, aduh payah nak cakap semangat betul la senang cerita. Sometimes, bila tgh sway mood, takut rindu Igop ada juga la yg sob sob sebak on the way nak pergi bilik persalinan balik, tu untuk la perempuan la, yg lelaki , i dunno korang ada x rasa mcm ni. 

Banyak sgt la kenangan dgn infinite, program yang mcm-mcm nya, CSQ ,camp dekat lereng tak ter-list banyak sgt. 

Dalam kelas cikgu marziah, dekat surau tu, siap bawa meja, ada yg bawa bantal, dasyat la. dah study sikit then stop kejap then pergi supper, then dtg surau balik. (entah kenapa teringat pasal ni)

Ingat hari last kita jawab exam paper? last dekat igop? sayu kot haritu. start dgn doa lepas solat subuh nya, Had baca kan? Sebak dan takut bila Had doa pasal tanggungjawab kita terhadap kawan lepas habis sekolah. hmmm. 

Dalam dewan,still teringat pengawas exam tu suruh kita buat sehabis baik. 

Then, habis exam kita tunggu kat luar. ... 

Doa rabitah, yg terakhir kot waktu tu. aku tak baca pun waktu tu , aku tadah tangan je, kalah dalam tangisan hahaha, 

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Aku sayang ukhwah kita, Alhamdulillah even , sekarang dah nak 2 minggu kan, tak duduk sebumbung belajar bersama, tapi kita still contact. ukhwah tu manis bila kita bertemu dan berpisah kerana Allah. Sorry kalau selama ni aku tak jalankan tanggungjawab aku sebagai seorang kawan, halalkan semua tunjuk ajar okay ? :D thanks for the great memory yg korang sudi kongsi ~

Coretan di Igop 1

The title? Cliché much? Haha

Okay Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and Assalamualaikum

To be truth actually tak tahu nak start dekat mana dulu, but for this entry for sure panjang dia bukan kemain panjang lagi.

So to make it tersusun kemas lgi rapi, haha I will divide it into certain part

Part 1 : The beginning

             The beginning kehidupan di Igop , bila tanya balik certain people ‘aku dulu waktu masuk mcm mana ha’? ‘ fir ckp “aku ingat kau atlet sekolah’ okay pause, ATLET ? haha aku setakat main sofbol je kot. Dia continue ckp sbb tudung kau pendek waktu tu, okay aku terima. Syamira pulak ckp ‘kau nmpk mcm sombong, takut nak tegur” haha ada juga org takut dgn aku. Tu la apa yg aku igt. First masuk mmg admit tudung pendek haha, then Alhamdulillah ada G-ha, my junior tegur to change it. That time satu benda je aku fikir “Okay wardah this Igop thing boleh teruskan apa yg kau nak sgt buat tpi entah knp kau tak buat dkt sekolah lama” Okay mungkin dulu aku fikir sekolah one gender, apa yang nak jaga sgt pun, aurat pun kawan2 semua girl girl haha, ikhtilat? Lagi  x pernah terfikir pun. But, once I enter Igop then I know I have to change, Alhamdulillah Allah kurniakan utk berfikir secara terbuka. Sikit demi sedikit nampak kebaikan duduk dkt Igop.

             Kehidupan dekat asrama, totally memenatkan, mcm mana la diaorg yg dah duduk lama boleh survive dgn kehidupan yg sama everyday bangun pagi berebut toilet solat breakfast perhimpunan belajar solat lunch prep solat berebut selipar surau balik dorm berebut toilet turun dm solat prep solat bacaan malam. Everyday benda yg sama diaorg buat. Like seriously, TAK BOSAN KE?!!!! So to kikis that kind of feeling, aku sendiri menyibukkan diri , get involve with pengawas punya thingy, jaga koperasi, buat kacau, kacau kawan, suka hati je tegur anyone yg terserempak and isi hati dgn pengisian rohani dkt surau. Then my life dekat sana not that boring la, setiap hari aku akan make sure ada satu benda baru yg gila ataupun x brp nak gila aku kena buat. So my life Alhamdulillah was great there. Setiap hari aku cuba cari kebahagian and memory dkt sana, biar la memalukan ke , menyakitkan ke. As long hidup aku ada cerita, ada journey to be share. 

Part 2 : The Farabian

               FARABI! First masuk , it was so awkward , byk kali hati ni dok berceloteh “ibu, mcm mana ni cope dgn kelas campur gender ni , mcm mana ni nak menghadap muka yg sama almost everyday? “ still remember waktu form 4 , p’puan buat hal p’puan . lelaki hal lelaki. Dh macam perang dingin pun ada. So much benci membenci between us. Lol . Then lama2 we become ya ya okay, ukhwah terjalin dkt situ. Masing masing try untuk kenal setiap sorang punya perangai. And what make our class different from others was lelaki x byk ckp, p’puan pulak ckp mcm betih jagung yg tgh masak. POPCORN! . You guys sgt lah pendiam and s’times kitaorg yg p’puan ni serious x thu apa mslh korang, cikgu tanya korang x jwb . Like seriously KORANG NI APA SBNRNYA? Sampai cikgu pun rasa yg p’puan ni lelaki yg lelaki ni p’puan. Haha. Sampai satu tahap, we denying kewujudan korang dkt kelas tu. But, it different bila dah masuk form 5 , korang dah semakin peramah, banyak ckp, buat byk benda yg unexpected, yg senyap dah bising. Hahahaha , dh lain lah. Kitaorg ckp korang dah reti balas. Nak gelak lagi, hahaha. Yg girl, admit kita tak byk berubah, mcm tu mcm tu la kita, bising tu dah semesti, yg pasti aku nampak kita dah rapat between us. Aku happy dengan kelas kita. So much fun. 

                                                 TO BE CONTINUE, (ada entry special ;) )

Part 3 : Mawaddah Ring

            Mawaddah Ring? Apa tu? If korang pernah dgr la (for budak igop) , dua tiga kali la ada announcement Usrah MR. Okay people byk dgr MR MR but tak tahu MR stand for apa. So that’s it, mawaddah ring. MR is actually usrah bawah Madam Ilani. TBH, this is my first usrah. Setiap petang khamis, aku akan terhegeh-hegeh jumpa Mardhiah Hani and tanya MR jadi tak? Jadi tak? Then siap, 6.30 pergi rumah madam , if madam takde then to our one and only spot , ‘Court Baseball’ . Ramai tanya, wardah kau pergi MR buat apa je?  Well , at first sesi memilih surah pilihan, then from that surah we will yup kongsi cerita, tadabbur surah, and kaitkan any lesson from the choosen surah dgn kehidupan sekarang. Setiap minggu ada pengisian dalam hati, susah nak explain mcm mana rasa dia. You cannot depends on ceramah dkt surau je, kadang kala hati mahupun diri nak lebih, kan? . Selagi hidup, selagi Allah bagi peluang depan mata, grab it. Admit sometimes, rasa malas and penat nak pergi, lgi2 bila busy dgn hostel life. Tapi satu ingat balik syaitan punya plan, so try to ignore that feeling, fight back then pergi juga. But seriously, pergi majlis Allah tak pernah rasa rugi, rasa lagi dekat dengan Allah. Thanks Allah for sending me to IGOP :) Thanks to lalang aka Najla kerana menjadi my harun, even though no notes from you, seriously never mind, as long im in your dua (kenyit mata) , enough dgn pemberian tafsir and baju tu, seriously suka sangat J . And to my musa, tira hanee, sorry if tak jaga you and rasa harun awak tak jaga awak, nanti kita hang around area ipoh lagi kay J  

Part 4 : Bahasa Arab

            Hehe , since I’m only a pure science student, okay serious talk, jealous kot tgk kawan lain belajar arab. Diaorg baca Al-quran and they seem to understand sikit-sikit. Idk, bahasa arab ni unique, later on in hereafter kita ckp dlm arab juga kan? Correct me if im wrong. Bahasa Arab is a wonderful thing to learn. So, aku kan suka tunjuk poyo, so during diaorg (the agama stream buddy) exam Arab, aku pun bajet mcm exam juga. Diaorg pun layan mereng aku. Duduk dekat tangga surau, somebody tegur (not really remember who) tanya ‘Wardah, knp tak study Arab ni?’ I replied ‘ Hmm, aku dah hbis study dah, in sha Allah dah sedia nak jawab dah . (hahaha, troll face) . Then bila diaorg tanya aku pandai2 la bgi alasan. Sometimes, I mean a few times, bila diaorg tgh study, aku dtg dekat and suruh diaorg ajar satu benda any thing. Mcm haritu dtg dkt Cuna and dia ajar panas (hararah) and sejuk (burudah) . So aku apa lagi start la buat ayat ‘ Cuna, I feel hararah, cuasa panas harini’ . But then she said ‘But I feel burudah’ . titik . titik. titik. speechless aku kat situ hahaha. Bila aku nak tunjuk bajet tahu perkataan baru, ada juga la tersalah cakap sampai org buat muka jerk diaorg, hahaha. Then bila org rasa sedih ke takut, dengan poyo nya aku berkata ‘ La Taqof, Wa La Tahzan Innallah Ma ‘ana  , hehe. Bajet kan?

Part 5 : Co-op

             Kisah hidup aku lagi busy bila involve dgn co-op, setiap kali rehat jaga ‘kaunter byrn’. Ni la proses pembelajaran kira duit secara congak. Setiap petang, aku excited jaga koop sbb nak cri duit with no siri AW ****** haha. Bila agak-agak 'pelanggan' dah kurang aku start la selongkar tengok satu satu duit. sometimes, ada yg tolong aku cari duit tu, haha. pernah sampai aku kumpul 2 keping duit RM10 and 20 keping duit seringgit, dasyhat tak? haha. taksub abenda tah waktu tu, hahaha. 

CORETAN DI IGOP 2 coming soon (about infinite and others) . penat nak copy semua dalam satu entry, nanti hodoh panjang sangat, hee. wait haaa

High school is not about academics all alone but it is about spending and enjoying your life with your friends

Morning Assembly

Assalamualaikum and hai :)
long time tak tekan menekan keyboard laptop, huu.
its 01.10 am , 27 October and I'm still not sleeping,
so I decide to share an experience of mine, how to make your school morning assembly become a tragic? . haha, okay touching with my own words, ghaha.

the day before that day, Dayana came to me and offered me to become MC for the next day, and ya I said 'yes, why not' for it. ohh damn, did I really said that? yes i did :o .

That day, i came early at prep foyer, studying Physic before start doing my duty. Kiah give me the scrip and yah i talked to myself : all the best dearself. I thought i can do like okay okay la, conduct assembly je kot. haha, kot la sangat. But then, I realized, this is not tcs, dude igop kot, it is a coed school. two gender in this school. What I'm trying to say is, i cannot suit myself with coed school yet. I'm from convent, all girls, no boys.

 It was Wednesday, malang day for me,  pelajar beratur ikut platun unit beruniform and barisan depan semua lelaki! Crap! hahaha. I can't really remember what happened that day, okay I'm lying. Gagap baca nama cikgu, pencil jatuh, kertas jatuh , apa lagi, name it! haha. not a good day for me.

Haritu jumpa orang je, orang tanya weh tadi kau kenapa? ha ha hal hal ehwal -- ya they imitated the way I gagap. menangis dalam hati tapi dibibir sebuah senyuman diberi.

banyak lagi tapi tak perlu dikenang, haha. tak perlu dikenang but why am I still writing about it? It has become my past and one of my memory. A bad one of course and I don't want to forget about it, an experience kot, so experience untuk diteladani, to become a better person. overcome kata-kata orang, be prepared before buat something, ya

 thinking positive la even though other people dont :) 

Another Camp? Awesome or not?

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

So loooooooong tak update blog, dah semakin jauh , jauh dan jauh. 

too busy with asrama life. How is my new life? Alhamdulillah, jauh lebih baik dari biasa. Igop give its student a lot of way to gain a new experience. 

Dekat sana, rasa setiap hari adalah luar biasa, unexpected thing/situation happens everyday. 

And because of Igop, tahun ni punya IIR tak join, 

because tak join IIR, dapat join pergi camp jati diri,

because of that camp, dapat a huge lot lot experience 

haha yup broken eng there, well anggap tak nampak =) 

So, time to 'put' every memory about the camp to this blog. hmm , as a backup file maybe. well mana la tahu if diri ini ter-Format ke kan, haha. 

At first kena pilih whether nak pergi camp and drop IIR or sebaliknya. Memang tekad dah nak pergi IIR, then cikgu jumpa for the second time minta juga untuk pergi, and I was like 'a long mmmmmm' . Okay camp lah. 

Camp tu dekat The Lereng Adventure Camp & Resort, Ulu Chepor, a very nice campsite and resort. Nak pergi masuk tu, naik lorry angkut barang ramai ramai, first time kot naik lorry besorrrr macam tu, kau ada? haha. Sampai dekat dewan dia, cikgu suruh letak beg segala beg dalam khemah and dtg balik dewan dengan membawa towel. Towel untuk apa? first ingat untuk night walk la kot, night walk tengah hari an an an. Tapi ni lain la, kitaorang kena jalan berpandukan benang, jalan punya jalan tiba-tiba dengar budak-budak yang dekat depan teriak-teriak, i mean menjerit. and the sound of SPLASH kedengaran, yup im talking about water. Can you ever imagine masuk kolam air dengan mata ditutup, kasut sport yang semakin menyerap air-air kolam, baju memang basah la. Then, bila dibuka mata, kalau la boleh nak je jerit sekuat hati, kenapa? mmm mmm, kolam tu dibahagi dua buka je mata nampak budak lelaki di depan, jarak yang jauh of course but but, in that situation it is really something... you wish you are not there. 

Then, that night macam macam aktiviti from Bingo to pertukaran kasut sport la, macam macam la malam tu. Wondering apa tu pertukaran kasut sport? Okay gini ceritanya, ala macam main music chair. kasut kanan ditinggalkan pastu pusing la satu round sampai la music stop and berhenti dekat one of the boys' shoe. Yey, big shoe because mostly budak lelaki punya kaki kan besar ==' . How about my right sport shoe? dekat lelaki and takyah cakap la, hampir mengalami kerosakan, hahaha. Kena la pakai kasut berlainan, kasut yang basah, kasut orang lain sampai la aktiviti dekat dewan habis.

Malam sikit, we have NIGHT WALK. this is the best part ever. At first nak sampai dekat tempat nak mula kitaorang kena redah sikit sikit la kot, redah hutan. redah hutan malam malam weehh, best haha. Night walk ni kitaorang kena jalan sorang-sorang dalam gelap ikut laluan pejalan kaki (dalam hutan ni, agak la macam hutan) bila dah sampai pertengahan kita orang akan lalu sebelah kubur, and dah sampai situ kena cari satu kubur yang ada lilin and tengok apa yang ada dekat situ, kiranya macam 'mission' la juga ni. Dalam tengah tunggu turn, ada lagi yang sempat tidur, abang kakak fasi. cerita pasal motosikal yang akan lalu situ la, apa la. Dah sampai my turn, tiba-tiba ada seorang kakak fasi ni out of nowhere dtg and ckp ada budak pengsan. ishh aku la. Kuat kan semangat teruskan, jalan la sorang-sorang,  dalam tak sampai 5 minute jalan ada bau kemenyan, memang tak fikir apa 'cause i know mmg kemenyan tu sengaja dibakarkan. teruskan jalan sampai nampak kubur, agak lega nampak kubur sebab jalan dah lama, tapi tak nampak apa-apa , just afraid kot kot sesat ke kan. first ingat nak jalan ikut kubur tu masuk susur-susur( betul ke ayat bm aku ni?,haha) tapi risau pulak kalau terlangkah kubur orang. jalan la straight baru belok, kubur tu betul depan satu pokok besar and sebuah bangsal, pergi dekat tengok apa yang ada dlm basket tu, nampak segala jenis buah dan sayur (permainan masak-masak yg budak main tu). nak pegang takut, sentuh dengan hujung jari, haha. tengah dok belek belek tiba-tiba bunyi hantu, haaaa sudah, apa lagi beredar la, tapi tak la belari, control macho ==' haha, lalu depan bangsal, bangsal tu berbunyi, terkejut! langkah dipercepatkan. dah agak jauh sikit, aku gelak dalam hati sorang sorang, rasa lawak bila sebab kan kena kacau sikit kita dah rasa cuak, nasib baik gelak dalam hati, kalau gelak kuat-kuat, haha naya orang ingat aku dah kenapa. teruskan perjalanan, nampak tiang lampu, dah lepas 3 tiang lampu dah selamat la, tapi jalan dia jalan besar, agak la cuak sebab kalau nak menyorok pun dah tak boleh, haha. Sampai la nampak Hilux, i know that i'm safe, dalam nak ke sana tu ada juga bunyi-bunyi buat org cuak. Dah sampai Hilux kakak tu suruh list kan apa yang nampak, cakap la nampak 'Timun, Carrot... akak lupalah... ada roti juga tadi rasanya' haha nampak tak, disbbkan cuak, habis lupa semua. 

The next morning, activity yang paling BEST . what what what? JUNGLE TREKKING! hooo yehh. jungle trekking dia mak aiiii memang tahap keenam susahnya, banyak gaung, silap langkah bye bye bye bye bye bye la jawabnya. That time actually tangan kanan injured bengkak tak boleh nak angkat, ce bayangkan dengan tangan yang macam tu nya then banyak pula panjat-memanjat, memang struggle la, cikgu memang suruh turun balik tak payah ikut, well memang tak la, jungle trekking kot, one of the most amazing thing to do. tangan kiri la jadi mangsa kebergantungannya. LOL. Jungle Trekking for four hour, best sangat, sangat sangat. kalau cerita je tak ada feel, kena pergi experience sendiri. panjat batu, turun bukit, turun curam, kena gigit pacat and the list is still go on. huuu

That evening, time for obstacle. 9 halangan to pass through, boleh tahan juga bestnya. Halangan terakhir yang paling best MUD TUNNEL. merangkak dibawah tunnel (buatan) yang ada mud, semakin lama semakin rasa nak tenggelam, sampai dekat penamat, baru la nampak sinaran matahari, haha, then muka disapu dengan lumpur dan tak boleh basuh. keluar dari tempat tu, kitaorang disuruh duduk dekat tangga menghadap kolam. sampai la semua orang dah habis halangan tu baru kitaorang dibenarkan basuh muka.
main la kolam lagi.

malam pun buat activity sampai pukul 2-3 pagi. macam-macam kena marahlah, sampai yang perempuan hampir nak kena berendam pagi-pagi tu sebab apa ntah, quite sleepy that time, tanpa ketahui punca cikgu tanya siapa yang membantah, ramai la yang berdiri, agak-agak la kan pagi sangat. Last-last cikgu suruh balik tidur. Alhamdulillah.

Next morning, before majlis penutup ada main game berkumpulan. waktu balik la memang sedih. yang kurang syoknya 6 budak perempuan balik ikut PK Hem, one of them is me, tak la merasa naik lorry. Sampai sekolah, lepak sat then ibu datang ambik baju kotor, tangan kan sakit, nak memberus berus baju pun payah, thanks mom, muahhh hee :) . Sekarang dah okay, dah boleh angkat tinggi tapi bengkak tu mmg nampak la, ala anggap je muscle. haha.

for this camp the best camp la dalam banyak-banyak camp yang dah pergi. balik kepada soalan title, awesome or not?

AWESOME SANGAT. DOUBLE AWESOME

From TCS to IGOP

The story started on the 27th of February the day after my birthday, one big news that had change my life. Eceh. Balik dari sekolah Rina told me 'Angah, kau dapat SBP' . and i was like ?!!!?!!!! Ya Allah, im going to leave TCS, for seriously? That was my first though, then i think oh yeah kalau tak accept pun takpe then terus dilupakan pasal SBP. That evening, my mom came to my room and asked me whether i have decided to go or not, no answer from me, i just kept silent and from no where 'some' tears fell down, haha. I took a couple of days to decide, I still remember my friends' face that full of frustration when I told them about this thing. LOL, bunyi macam perasan la pulak, haha. My mom really want me to go to SBP and I know she know what is good for me. So on the 4th of March, last day as TCS's girl. Cried a lot that day. Dah okay dah kawal ego taknak menangis but then when kumpul ramai ramai dengan kawan kawan, Athira, she doesn't want to see my face, okay very emotional because of that. Then, Syaqila , hmm her face turns red! She is so double emotional. Haa, that day the last day me and Syaqila nyanyi lagu One Thing dalam Physics Lab, after we sang yes of course she cried! Very emotional la that day. That night Athira is so damn rajin and sangat la berat hati nak lepaskan aku pergi sampai dia datang rumah malam tu. hahaha, that night we played Tic Tac Toe and Cat and Dog ( not the real name)  haha.

note from Athira, last last surat dia tak bagi pergi macam hape. haha

from anis :)

from junior form 3

On the 5th of March, i''m officially - one of  IGOP's student. Everything was awkward that day. Luckily my saudara angkat Dayana Balqis helps me untuk biasakan diri dekat IGOP, first-first jumpa Dayana I thought she is my senior , hampir nak cium tangan kot. haha. And yahhhh pernah la tersasul panggil dia Kak Dayana. hahaha. T__T malunya. Mana tak nya ramai budak IGOP muka mature mature belaka.

From 5th to 14th of March officially la dah 10 days dekat IGOP. Baru 10 hari but a lot of things had happened.
Jatuh depan bilik cikgu? CHECK . 2 days jalan terjengkut-jengkut luckily no one nampak!
 Jatuh longkang? CHECK . macam mana jatuhnya?  yang pasti amat memilukan. ada orang nampak? ada kot, ramai pulak tu, mana tak nya on the way from prep malam to surau, malunya hanya Allah yang tahu. What I did bila dah bangun was LAUGH LAUGH and LAUGH. Because it was funny!
Overconfident? CHECK . jalan dengan penuh confident, tanpa disedari jalan atas lopak air dengan selamba badaknya. ^_^

CLUMSY MUCH!

How is my asrama life? Everything was great. Had a nice dormates. Peoples in Mutiara 4 are all baik-baik. They help me a lot. Macam macam perangai ada. Senior Form 5 - Kak Yaya , Kak Iman, Kak Nurul and Kak Fatimah. Form 4 - YZ the funny one, Hafizah ,Wan, Dayana and me! Form 3 - Tiesya and Sofia. Form 2 -G-ha and Zati . Form 1 - Nurin and Yaya .

Alhamdulillah, Allah permudahkan urusan dekat IGOP. Happy sangat dekat sana. I love IGOP! sayang TCS juga :*

Give Up or Fight Back?

Assalamualaikum,
now it is almost pertengahan of February. February is not the topic for today, but i want to talk about January. January for me is not so good, but it is not that bad too. I wont said that "OHH, January have been mean to me" . haa, no such thing. Dugaan at the first month of the year. I have been through it with positively. You know, when something bad happen today, tomorrow will be a good day. Allah tests for me the last January was not the biggest test, ada hambaNya yang ditimpa ujian yang lebih besar daripada ni.

The days I spent in hospital, buka 'my mata' - about doctor's life. Oh ya, I have been admitted to the hospital for A WEEK! Eventhough in the pain, bila tengok doktor-doktor dekat GH buat kerja, it make me realised Allah hantar aku ke sini, bersebab, supaya aku dapat lihat sendiri susah ke senang jadi doktor. The pain... till right now i won't say that I'm fully recover, it is on and off.
Because I admitted to hospital lah, i met Kak Ana, one of the doctor practical dekat GH, jadi mangsa kajian  Kak Ana. haha, she is a nice girl for seriously. Had a  nice chat with Kak Ana, she told me that actually she doesn't want to be a doctor, disuruh parents la ni. So dia nasihat 'Ikut apa yang awak nak jadi, nak jadi doktor kena tahan kena marah, kena belajar pandai pandai' . Macam macam kitaorang berborak haritu, dia tak percaya yang I want to be a doctor since my father is an architecture and my mom ada diploma interior designer. haha, memang jauh tersasar. Before nak balik, time to go out form GH! , Kak Ana gave me this

Kali kedua masuk, jumpa Kak Izzah, dia pulak cakap jangan jadi doktor, seksa. haha, still the same matlamat, kat mana mana pun seksa. just be strong. Then, ada seorang doktor indian lelaki,dia tanya dah besar nak jadi apa. haha, sama juga dia terkejut dengar that i want to be a doctor, haishhh. dia siap cakap 'One day i will find you' . haha, scary much! . dia pun cakap ' jadi doktor kena tahan kalau marah, dalam sehari bukan sekali je kena marah, banyak kali' . Jangan kata tak ada doktor yang comel, ada okay. Doktor Low, hehe. haha cut cut! 

and the most thing, i know bulan january ni, I dah banyak sangat dah menyusahkan orang. Mohon ampun. Dah banyak menyusahkan ibu and ayah. I owe them a lot. Thank you so much much much. Thanks to Along, yang temankan waktu malam walaupun sampai pukul 10 sahaja. haha.  thanks juga yang susah susah datang melawat. susah nak parking dekat GH ye idak? haha.

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THANK YOU SO MUCH AND IM SO SORRY 

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bila datang sekolah pula, I'm so stressful, berbukit bukit kerja sekolah kena siapkan, bergunung gunung kena catch up subjects. T_T , itu la dugaan. It is depends on you, untuk you give up or lawan balik and make everything macam sedia kala, just don't give up and anggap everything macam sebuah cerita adventure. LOL 

the end . assalamualaikum

two zero one three

Assalamualaikum,

HI 2013 and BYE 2012

HAPPY TWO ZERO ONE THREE!

Today is page 1 of 365. Dah masuk 2013! Wow, time flies so fast. 2012 meninggalkan banyak kenangan. A good one and a bad one. But lumrah kehidupan la semua tu.

Azam? Azam pada Maal Hijrah haritu dah buat, kita sebagai umat Islam seharusnya lebih penting tahun baru Islam itu sendiri. Note to myself. Yang pasti, ingin menjadi khalifah yang lebih baik. Jangan kantoi solat fardhu dan amalan sunat kita kejarkan. In Sha Allah.

2012, Alhamdulillah, a lot of good things happened to me. Allah memudahkan urusan. Banyak sangat nikmat yang Allah berikan tahun lepas, alhamdullilah. Syukran ya Allah Syukran.

- Memory of 2012 that I will never forget -

1) jadi ketua kelas for 3 Daisy, jaga macam-macam perangai, I dunno whether I'm a good 'ketua kelas' or not, but as long as I enjoy jadi ketua kelas , then I don't care apa yang orang fikir. I'm not perfect, itu yang termampu. But seriously 3 Daisy sangat AWESOME! We all became very close after joined activity Pasca PMR, semua kitaorang nak menang, and Alhamdullilah 3 Daisy la yang banyak menang award, hiasan khemah terbaik, kelas terbersih July , Choral Speaking  and many more. We also had a great form teacher, Pn Suzilah. Caring form teacher ever!

2) I'm so active this year!  First time menyibukkan diri masuk this sport thingy, haha. Joined Sofbol School Team. Had my first jersey, number 24. Atikah ada jersey wehhh, kau ada? haha. Walaupun tak menang, at least dapat banyak pengalaman baru. More info click this BOLA LEMBUT . Dan juga joined kawad kaki KRS and dapat tempat kedua. Alhamdullilah

3) This is the main. PMR!!! Tahun lepas adalah tahun yang belajar, belajar dan belajar. Alhamdullilah, dalam Trial PMR dapat straight A , syukran, rasanya first time dapat straight A dalam small test macam ni. Alhamdulillah juga PMR pun straight A. Syukran Ya Allah.

banyak lagi nikmat yang telah Allah berikan tahun lepas, tak tersenarai, banyak sangat. salah satunya, tahun lepas happy sangat. lagi bertambah orang yang tersayang, haha. 

“Ya Tuhanku berilah aku ilham untuk tetap mensyukuri nikmat Mu yang telah Engkau anugerahkan kepadaku dan kepada dua orang ibu bapakku dan untuk mengerjakan amal saleh yang Engkau ridhai; dan masukkanlah aku dengan rahmat-Mu ke dalam golongan hamba-hamba-Mu yang saleh”.

 (Q.S. An-Naml : 19)

“Dan jika kamu menghitung-hitung nikmat Allah, niscaya kamu tidak dapat menentukan jumlahnya. Sesungguhnya Allah benar-benar Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang.” (QS. an-Nahl, 16: 18).

Berharap agar tahun ini lebih baik daripada tahun yang lepas. Amin

Blueberry Cheesecake

Assalamualaikum, 

Last last week, i made Blueberry Cheesecake, and im so glad, it turn out well. Got the recipe from http://www.myresipi.com/top/detail/15588 . but i did change it.

The ingredients,

For Base

20 pieces of Biscuit Marie

75g melt butter

1 tsp cold water

1 tsp sugar

Cake

500g cream cheese. You can use Tatura or Philadelphia. Philadelphia is the best but to save budget I suggest you to use Tatura. I used Tatura and alhamdullilah it tasted good.

3/4 cups of castor sugar

4 eggs

250 ml whip cream. Whip cream and frosting cream is different. Jangan salah beli. I used 150g untuk cake and 100g untuk hias kek. *Optional

1 tbs vanilla extract 

250g blueberry filling

Directions

1. Preheat oven to 180 degrees C.

2. Do the base first, Combine the biscuits, sugar, melt butter and water. Press into bottom of a pan cake. Let        cool until perfectly dry.

3. For cake, Beat softened cream cheese and add sugar, vanilla extract until blended. Add eggs, one at a time. Then, add whip crim and blended well. 

4. Bake at 180 degrees C for 45-50 minutes. When done, let cool and chill the cheesecake in refrigerator. 

5. You can decorate the cake in your own way. You also can spread the balance whip cream all over the cake. 

HAPPY TRYING!

Life must go on

Assalamualaikum,

Life must go on, no matter how hard it can be.

Today is very a sad day for me. I can't go to PPI Reunion, and that make me more emotional today. I really want to meet Aisyah, Syafiqah, Wani and others, this might be the last change and ya, i'm so stupid to let it go. Talk about this, literally , makes me becomes more sad.

And the most important thing that blew my happy mood.... hmm, Qila, my twin, my sis, my buddy is on her way to Johor Bahru. Who is Qila? Okay, she is my sister, 13 years old for this year. Adik yang lebih besar daripada kakak dia, haha, not that big, just okay i admit maybe I was ya ya kinda short. She much taller than  me. Selalu juga, orang mix up yang I ni adik and dia kakak. Haha, but ya i like that way because its makes me look younger. ;') . So maybe for awhile no one gonna say like that anymore because you are not around.

the left one is Qila. 

I spent a lot of my holidays with her doing all those crazy stuff, we were sketching, drawing malam malam buta. We even successfully memorized this Little Things song by One Direction and sing it almost every night.  We karaoke a lot of different songs. I told her about my badut comel. And ya, the only person in this house i can bravely talk about badut comel is her. I can tell her everything. I can't share my story to Along or Rina or anyone else even Arissa, haha. Qila, she won't tell mom. I can count on her. That is the good thing. Ya, the almost thing i won't forget, the moment when we solat sama sama. We share our knowledge, you talked about arts and I gave you some advise. Day before yesterday, we both watched movie together, First Love, casting by Mario Maurer, haha we both have a big crush on him. haha. For this holiday, I'm so proud of her because she finally berjaya masak sardin and nasi goreng. She hates kitchen life so much, she said 'I want to find husband yang pandai masak so that I don't have to cook' . Haha, jenuh membebel dekat dia lepas tu. I said 'good food do brings something that you will never imagine' .

You know what, my day will ya, quite lonely maybe when you are no longer around. I will sleep alone, I will sketching alone, and the saddest thing is I'm not sure to who I want to share my story with. My friend? tak duduk sebumbung. Cakap sorang-sorang la jawabnya. Haha.


Yes, she leave me with a small letter, quite meaningful. I can't stop my tears from falling. hmmm

Stick it to my dashboard so that i wont forget. I miss you, Qila! 

:)

I love. both of you

assalamualaikum w.b.t ,

'setiap yang hidup pasti akan mati'

why so suddenly? hmm, i miss you both, opah, maktok. how I really wish both of you.... hmm . To lost dua dua grandma in one year, one day and even more worst dalam dua hari berturut-turut was really a tough, i think the toughest Allah's test for my family.

21 of August,

raya ketiga, that morning ayah bawa adik-adik dulu pergi johor bahru. tinggal ibu, along and me yang naik bas malam. Dalam on the way ke JB , ayah call cakap maktok dah tak ada. ='( I was like, what,  is this a joke or something, ya i know , im not suppose to say that, but that time.... that feeling bila, terlalu lama tak jumpa maktok. you know, hmm. bukan itu je yang berlegar di fikiran, i think about my dad. Ayah dengan adik adik, how can my adik boleh calm him down. how? will he be okay?

petang itu juga, kebetulan Acik nak pergi JB, we followed him. around 9-10 o'clock baru sampai, waktu orang tengah bertahlil. That moment bila sampai rumah, 'how i wish they could wait for us to come' 'how i wish i could menatap muka maktok for the last time' . it just a wish. yes, so long tak jumpa maktok. i miss her so much. Bila sampai rumah maktok, tercari cari maktok, nak salam dengan maktok, maktok mana.

more sad, imagine waktu baru habis tahlil, orang ipoh call kata opah dah tak ada. I was speechless. How.. hmm. I still remember, mom's face , bila ibu ajak berkumpul, and said 'opah dah tak ada' . kami adik beradik sememangnya speechless. And ayah, malam tu juga decide untuk balik ipoh balik. Could you peoples imagine , not even 24 hours I lost both of my grandma. and for the first time, tak sampai 24 hour dekat JB.

Dalam kereta I terfikir , 'baru esok cadang nak pergi ziarah kubur maktok, memandangkan sampai tadi pun dah malam' . and till now i haven't ziarah kubur arwah lagi. believe it. am i a bad granddaughter?

lepas subuh baru pergi rumah pah, baju kurung yang dipakai waktu pergi JB tak salin pun, still pakai baju tu. memang tak kisah langsung pasal tu. waktu cium opah, opah sejuk sangat. actually, I waited for my grandma to recover from stroke so that she could cook for us, cucu opah. kita orang teringin sangat kerabu mangga yang opah buat, lagi lagi gulai taucu, gulai tempoyak. mana ada dah orang yang masak sedap macam opah masak.

and this is a fact that the 23rd of August is the day, opah birthday. and ya sad cus cik yati baru nak sambut birthday aliya dengan opah.

but, ini semua kehendak Ilahi, kita semua kepunyaan Allah dan kepada Dia lah kita kembali. Pujuk hati untuk redha atas pemergian opah and maktok. I really miss them. What can I do now is just recite Al-Fatihah for them. And really berharap cuti ni dapat ziarah kubur arwah maktok. =)

Opah, maktok, I love you both 

Arasso

Assalamualaikum w.b.h ,

new short story from me, lalala, me no good dalam berkarang. i wanna give it a try, so .. jemput baca, haha

CHAPTER ONE

Emma call Qi. “Pick up the phone la wey”

Qi : Okay, wait what? Why Emma call me la? , we never on the phone before. She is the one who tell me not to call her walau apa jadi sekali pun. Ahhh , maybe adik dia main tekan tekan ni. 

Qi idle his phone and continue tweeting with his friends.

Emma: Pick up my phone la. Errrrrrrr!

Emma open her twitter and tweet “Dey, when people call you, ce jawab, this is urgent”

Qi read Emma’s tweet and rasa sangat pelik.

Qi: so… okay.  bukan adik dia main tekan tekan.

Then, Qi tweet “let me call you”

Emma didn’t reply , instead she wrote another tweet “no need, just answer my call"

Qi did the same, “Arasso, if you said so”  you know ‘Unmention Game’ on twitter. LOL

Emma call again and this time Qi answer the call.

Qi: hey, whats up ma girl?

Emma: hmm, give me 5 minutes to explain everything. Okay, hmmm, I love you..

Qi: I love you too, you call I sebab nak cakap tu je?

Emma: Please Qi, please be serious. That is not the main point, okay. You just need to shut your mouth and let me speak, just me, don’t ever interrupt or else cerita akan jadi lain.  can you do that my dear?

Emma: Hello, can you?

Qi: yaya, sure.. I will shut my mouth for 5 minutes and dengar you membebel, okay teruskan.

Emma: Hi Qi, err. Again I tell you I love u. Kita dah kawan dari darjah 2 lagi, and now dah almost 10 years kita berkawan. Sampai dah berapa awek kau ada pun aku tahu. Haha, mana tak nya sorang girl pun tak melekat dengan kau. Hmm,  Kau la kawan baik aku, percaya atau tak aku lebih sayang kau dari aku sayang kawan perempuan aku. Hari-hari aku ceria bila dengan kau.  Tapi aku dah cukup terseksa Qi, aku dah penat menunggu. Haa, I’m not suppose to say this. Aku dah cukup rimas kau layan aku macam ni. Cukuplah. Haha, kau takkan faham aku kan? Hmm , Qi, kau sayang aku kan? Please, for sake Qi, please forget me. Mianhae , mianhae Qi, aku tak sepatutnya  mengkianati our friendship. I do believe that love can ruins a friendship. Terjadi sekarang. Forget me please Qi! Forget me forget me!

Qi: apa kau merepek ni Emma?

Emma: Qi, aku belum habis lah! Kan aku suruh kau senyap, tengok kau dah fikir lain. Ishh! kan hmm cerita dah lain, lalala, okay lupakan. HAHAHA,Qi… aku main main la. Kau mana boleh lupakan aku. I’m your friend sehidup semati. Aku call ni sebenarnya bukan nak merepek bagai ni, haha, saja nak kenakan kau. Aku just nak cakap yang… aku dah dapat dah surat tu…… surat tawaran pergi UK wehh, ahhhhh, happy gila sekarang ni. Haha, kau dah dapat tak? Jangan pergi jauh dari aku Qi.

Qi: Emma apa kena kau malam ni? Cara kau cakap ni lain macam. Ahhh, lantak, that is my Emma! By the way, untunglah kan dapat pergi UK, hmm hmm.

Emma: ha? Errr, Qi, takkan kau tak dapat kot? . wehh, sorry.

Qi: lalalala, hmm, tak payah kesian dekat aku, kesian dekat diri kau , sebab hari-hari kau kat sana takkan aman! Whole family aku pindah sana, so , aku pun belajar dekat UK. But maybe tak sama la Universiti dengan kau. Emma, aku tengah buat muka monyok ni.

Emma: haha, mengada la Qi. Yeyyyyy, Qi ada Qi ada. Jadi bodyguard aku, tidak harus tapi wajib.

To be continue…

Keep Calm and Do Your Job

KEEP CALM AND DO YOUR JOB AWESOMELY 

Assalamualaikum w.b.t  , readers
How was your PASCA PMR? syok enough or sangat membosankan? Alhamdullilah cikgu-cikgu TCS amat prihatin dengan menyediakan macam macam aktiviti lepas pmr. Sampai tak terbuat semuanya. Yang pasti kitaorang sangat tension . Semangat nak menang dan tak nak menyerah kalah. Yeah.

Alhamdullilah , macam-macam nikmat Allah bagi dalam 3 bulan ni, first dengan result Trial , second dengan adanya dia, haha. then dengan dicalonkan sebagai pengawas next year. Syukran Ya Allah!

Tugas yang berat, menjadi ketua kelas dalam pada masa yang sama kena jadi 'bakal pengawas' . start my duty pada 21 of October selepas Kak Nabil panggil me and terangkan everything. Bila dia tanya kamu tak hantarkan permohonan untuk jadi pengawas? dalam hati alahai, rasa nak tergelak pun ada. Borang dah ambil dah, tapi tak hantar sebab last minute I decide tak nak hantar. Until Kak Nabil cakap ' disebabkan pengawas melayu sikit' . Terus terbuka hati ni terima tawaran ni. One thing, kebaikan kaum sendiri is my priority. Heee, Thanks to all the teachers yang memberi kepercayaan ini.

Im not sure whether next year I still stay dekat TCS or what, but I will keep doing my job. The next day, after the shock day, 22 of October, this kid telah dipilih untuk menjadi Juruacara, mak aiii. dalam banyak banyak kerja, i hate to be juruacara. I hate stage, I hate microfon, but tawakal je la. tak nak cikgu nampak budak ni tak sanggup menerima cabaran, cepat give up, and the most, i don't like people to see me as budak lemah. =) . alhamdullilah, hari tu dah pun berlalu, muahahaha, dah tak nak fikir dah bila cakap laju, terkuat, tergagap semua tu, cus tak nak jadi juruacara dah. haha. =)

bermulanya pelbagai cabaran.. 

Jebal Jebal

Assalamualaikum and Hi,
to my hunny, oh dear blog, i'm so sorry if i seem like I'm abandoned you. hee
Okay lets start.

So PMR is done, well actually not yet, Math and Kh are waiting to kill us, dear PMR-ins,so..  good luck! do your best.
Straight to the point, lately i'm just not in a good mood, woo woo. stop there, it is not because of PMS or what ever.  it just, I really tension when people start to talked like this to me :

' Atikah confirm dapat 8A' 'hmm, budak pandai, study last minute pun tak pe' 'senanglah, kau dah pandai' 'kau minta je SBP or MRSM mana-mana confirm dapat'

ya Allah, people, please don't say like this. ke arah positive sikit please, You guys are not the one who will be crying if I don't get staright A for my PMR, i am the one who will be freaking crying like nuts since you peoples  put a high expectation on me. It is a pressure, you know. More pressure when it just me and Huda yang okay trial. It is just TRIAL you know, TRIAL is TRIAL and TRIAL is the past. So please , don't kaitkan between my TRIAL and my PMR.

Bukannya I wish I tak dapat macam Trial result, tak. I'm hope and I give my hope to Allah. I want straight A. And I'm not regret dapat result trial yang okay, just, please, stop with all that hmm hmm thingy.

Shut up Atikah, haha. So GOOD LUCK! after done with your exam don't forget to pray to Allah everyday and minta agar result PMR better than TRIAL. Hanya pada Allah kita meminta, memohon dan hanya Allah yang beri kita kejayaan diatas usaha kita. =D , assalamualaikum.

Oh Trial!

well hello there heads! assalammualaikum. 

 yeehee today entry is about trial pmr. So to all the pmr-ians, i know it quite late for me to say this but nak cakap juga ' GOOD LUCK' haha. okay = =' . 

I'm too proud of you pmr-ians, finally we managed to knock Voldermort down, bak kata pepatah 

" TRIAL IS OUR VOLDERMORT AND WE ARE HARRY, WE WILL FACE HIM NO MATTER WHAT THE END OF OUR STORY"

I wanna share what I did on the first day of exam as well as the following day,

I did something ridiculous and foolish enough, haha. Dumbledore give Harry a message. And that message is written by me to give it to me. Got it? Well, imagine that i'm dreaming that Dumbledore give message to Harry (me). You know what, I tak faham apa yang I tulis. peace. 

okay sambung, analoginya, 

after done with BM exam paper -> balik rumah -> ambil sticky note -> and write this

'Well done Harry. You had complete the task 1(kalahkan voldermort paper bm) .Beware that Voldermort will come to you in any day. I mean everyday until all the 8 tasks are done. 7 stage to go. Good luck, do your best!'

Haha, funny and foolish! Hari berikutnya,

'Voldermort has lost his wand because of you! Only you can do that Harry, well done. But you still have to be careful. Voldermort is a good finder. He wouldn't give you a rest. Good luck for tomorrow!'

dan pada hari seterusnya, agak malang. My imaginary dah tinggal 1% kerana busy sangat dengan trial. So tiadalah. Conclusion nya di sini, try to do like this, ia akan membakarkan your semangat! yeah!

Result pula, alhamdullilah to Allah for the good grade. Syukran, syukran!

But, pernah tak anda terfikir yang nikmat boleh jadi musibah, okay itu mungkin ujian daripadaNya. That moment apabila anda tengah happy while you friend dalam kesedihan, memang rasa sangat bersalah.

What I mean are okay you got a good grade and orang disekeliling you buat muka. okay hilang mood bila cakap pasal benda ni. So lupakan =)

Be happy and again i'm just lucky dalam trial. Trial ialah sejarah so lets forget about it and start a new great superb life anda dengan study. muahaha, So GOOD LUCK and DO ALL THE BEST in pmr.

P/S : jangan mengaku anda bodoh, kerana itu ialah satu doa. dan jangan bangga sangat jadi pandai, sebab Allah tak suka orang yang riak. Sesungguhnya Allah akan mencabut apa-apa perkara daripada orang yang dikehendakiNya. 

I TALK BROKEN ENGLISH, ANY PROBLEM WITH THAT?

Dibawah atau diatas?

Hidup kita ibarat roda, sekejap di atas, sekejap di bawah. Kita tak pernah tahu berapa lama kita di atas mahupun di bawah. Semuanya kehendak Ilahi dan ujian daripada Nya. Maksud ujian disini bukan untuk yang dibawah semata-mata malah di atas turut diberi ujian, cuma ujiannya berbeza. Contoh ujian untuk  si 'di atas' adalah kemewahan. Kemewahan boleh membuatkan dia riak, bangga, sombong dan merasakan diri dia dah cukup hebat. Hebat ke awak kalau awak tak gunakan harta ke jalan Allah? Hebat ke awak bila waktu susah dahulu awak meminta-minta pada Allah dan apabila dah senang , senang-senang je awak lupakanNya? Hebat ke?

Ujian dia yang dibawah pun cukup berat. Allah dugakan dia dengan kekurangan makanan, kehilangan harta benda.
Ada dua jenis manusia yang 'dibawah' ,
Satu, manusia yang dapat terima dengan kekurangan yang dia ada.
Kedua, manusia yang tak dapat menerima takdir Allah. Dia sering menyalahkan orang sekeliling dia dan ada juga yang menyalahkan penciptaNya. Masyallah.

Apa yang cuba saya sampaikan disini adalah darjat didunia. Tidakkah pernah kita harapkan, andai aku miskin, sederhanakanlah aku. Andai aku diberi pilihan untuk memilih menjadi kaya ataupun sederhana, izinkanlah aku memiliki kehidupan yang sederhana kerana aku tidak mampu untuk menanggung seksa jatuh dengan teruk dari kerusi yang selesa. Aku sungguh takut aku akan berpaling daripada mu, maka jika engkau berikan sesuatu kenikmatan kepada ku, aku mohon hiasikan lah diri aku dengan sikap suka merendah diri. Amin.

We are in ..?

Assalamualaikum,

It's a short entry about we are in HAHA this picture

nampak tak apa saya nampak? tak nampak? Di tenggara gambar ni. That's me and Athira! haha. masuk paper Star Metro kot. Bangganya kami. well, actually not. Yang pasti buruk dan selekehnya kita. =)

Tak bernafas tengok thousand of people. ya allah,  sesaknya. Second time joining Star Walk and ya i had a big time. Big time helped my classmate to take their goodies. Balik rumah with a gigantic box. Thanks mom to allowed me to help my friends and yeah drove me to Star Office. =D

Kerja Kursus Geografi PMR 2012 Tugasan 2

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

Here is my kerja kursus geografi. It's maybe tak sempurna macam anda punya. Tapi mana la tau kot kot stuck tak tahu nak buat macam mana ke or anda memang tak buat satu pun lagi ke kan. So take a look. Ikhlas membantu anda.

Ini pun berani share sebab dah hantar. Ingat! Ini hanya lah rujukan. Jangan copy bulat-bulat. I help you, you help yourself dengan tidak menipu =)

Lampiran suppose at least ada empat, so buatlah apa-apa surat pun. Dalam ini ada 2 lampiran sahaja, disebabkan cikgu dah terlebih baik sumbangkan lagi 2 lampiran. Maaf!

Kerja Kursus Geografi PMR 2012 Tugasan 2 FULL

CREDIT to my friend, MAA for helping me. Arigato gozaimas!! 

sleep paralysis

Assalamualaikum,

Today entry about sleep paralysis.
Sleep paralysis bermaksud lumpuh dalam tidur. neihh you know that. But pernah ke benda ni berlaku dalam hidup korang. TAK? you guys are lucky enough. Jangan diminta, you'll regret.

fact about sleep paralysis
- first berlaku pada umur 14-17
- rasa sesak nafas, badan tak boleh bergerak, jerit tak sorang pun dengar
- sebab terjadinya bendah alah ni

• tidur dalam posisi terlentang terlalu lama
• jadual tidur yang tak 'sistematik'
• tak cukup tidur
• stress
• pertukaran cara hidup

- kita akan berhalusinasi

wondering why i'm talking about this? hmm, dah lebih tiga kali benda ni berlaku in my life. lepas bangun mesti rasa tension gila. 

antara situation yang ingat

situation 1

- masa jadi sleep paralysis ni, i feel kena tindih dengan sangat la kuat. dah jerit , i call my mom. but no one listen. menyampah gila la waktu tu. and waktu kena paralysis ni , ada mimpi. dalam mimpi tu pun ada mimpi. nonsense kan? but itulah kenyataan.

PUNCA- stress. hari tu lepas gaduh dengan sape entah.

situation 2

- sleepover dekat rumah kawan, yang ni pulak dekat kaki je. but mata memang tutup la. karang tak pasal-pasal. pejam mata but tak tidur because memang sedar waktu tu. even boleh rasa peluh mengalir akibat ketakutan. Grrr.

PUNCA- tak cukup tidur

situation 3

- happen 2 hari lepas. waktu tu pukul 1 a.m, nak tidur but sebelum tidur mesti la tidur-tidur ayam dulu kan? belum sempat nak tidur ayam dah satu badan tak boleh bergerak. GREAT sangat. Then, rasa ada energy tarik from kaki ke kepala. Memang sedar waktu tu or separuh sedar. sengaja tutup mata risau nampak benda bukan-bukan. last-last tak boleh buka.  That time, i talked to myself , dah sampai ajal aku ke ni. malaikat maut? I keep berzikir, baca al-fatihah, yassin. Then lagi teruk, macam 'benda' tu marah. so energy yang tarik menarik tu lagi kuat then rasa my body kena angkat and dilambung,dihempuk. After kena hempuk tu i'm not sure apa jadi. Berjaya keluar daripada dunia sleep paralysis ni pun sebab alarm handphone - Holes Inside. Nasib baik berjaya kalau tak? Bye guys. 

PUNCA

- stress dengan exam 

- tak cukup tidur mana taknya minggu exam ni aku tidur 3 jam sehari je. Tak percaya? Tolong la percaya.

- jadual tidur tak sistematik memandangkan 5 minute setiap kali nak rest. 

- pertukaran cara hidup. sah! 

conclusion nya, jangan minta untuk kena tindih. benda ni buat korang geram geram sangat sangat. aku tulis benda ni pun dalam keadaan geram. bila dah kena, rasa nak tidur pun takut. But lucky la at least aku tak berhalusinasi macam orang lain. 

wish a luck, student

Assalamualaikum
Seperti anda, (warga Malaysia), kita sedia maklum bahawa di Malaysia kini telah dilanda dengan perasaan takut dan gementar. Okay lawak. Perasaan ini telah dilanda pada setiap pelajar di sini. Almaklumlah, musim peperiksaan ye ke tidak? Orang kat sini pun sama. =) , So here, i wanna say 'Good Luck, Dude-Dude'! what a lame, haha. 2012 runs fast isn't? pejam celik pejam celik dah mid year exam. Gulp.

shoutout to me : Atikah, even though you don't go tuition, even though you have problems at home.with your sibling matter, it doesn't mean that you can't do the best. SO buktikan dekat every people, you are something. ps: stupid people senang kena tipu. and you are not one of them.

Some doa to share, credit to  mawarrodiah.blogspot.com


 1. Ketika memasuki dewan peperiksaan:

وَقُلْ رَبِّ أَدْخِلْنِي مُدْخَلَ صِدْقٍ وَأَخْرِجْنِي مُخْرَجَ صِدْقٍ وَاجْعَلْ لِيمِنْ لَدُنْكَ سُلْطَانًا نَصِيرًا

Maksudnya: “Dan katakanlah: “Wahai Tuhanku! Masukkanlah daku dengan kemasukan yang benar lagi mulia, serta keluarkanlah daku daripadanya dengan cara keluar yang benar lagi mulia; dan berikanlah kepadaku daripada sisiMu hujah keterangan serta kekuasaan yang menolongku.”

2. Ketika menerima kertas soalan

:قَالَ رَبِّ اشْرَحْ لِي صَدْرِي. وَيَسِّرْ لِي أَمْرِي. وَاحْلُلْ عُقْدَةً مِنْلِسَانِي. يَفْقَهُوا قَوْلِي.

Maksudnya: “Wahai Tuhanku, lapangkanlah bagiku dadaku. Dan mudahkanlah bagiku tugasku. Dan lepaskanlah simpulan daripada lidahku, supaya mereka faham perkataanku.”

3. Ketika sukar menjawab

:ياَ حَيُّ يَا قَيُّوْمُ، بِرَحْمَتِكَ أَسْتَغِيْثُ.

Maksudnya: “Wahai Tuhan yang maha hidup lagi maha berdiri dengan sendirinya. Dengan rahmatMu aku bermohon pertolongan.”

4. Atau

:اَللَّهُمَّ لاَ سَهْلَ إِلاَّ مَا جَعَلْتَهُ سَهْلاً وَأَنْتَ تَجْعَلُ الْحَزَنَ الصَّعْبَ إِنْشِئْتَ سَهْلاً.

Maksudnya: “Ya Allah! Tidak ada kesenangan melainkan pada perkara yang engkau jadikan kesenangan padanya. Dan engkau menjadikan kedukacitaan dan kesukaran sebagai mudah dan senang jika Engkau kehendaki.”

5. Jika anda terlupa jawapan

:اَللَّهُمَّ يَا جَامِعَ النَّاسِ لِيَوْمٍ لاَ رَيْبَ فِيْهِ اجْمَعْ عَلىَ ضَالَّتِيْمَعْلُوْمَاتِيْ.

Maksudnya: “Ya Allah! Tuhan yang menghimpunkan manusia pada hari yang tiada keraguan padanya. Himpunkan barangan dan maklumat yang hilang daripadaku

Study smart, wish me a luck. Ya Allah,permudahkanlah urusan aku. Amin.