new phase of life, hahaha

Bismillahirahmanirahim , 

Well hello there,

 Assalamualaikum and Hi . 

Its been a while right? Perghhh berkurun berdusun not update apa apa inside this blog. Padahal macam macam cerita nak diceritakan. Seriously man, a lot of big things happens after finished my secondary school. Nothing special about 'honeymoon after SPM' actually ...... I think haha. Nahhh, i worked actually in a kindergarten, as...  as what? teacher lahhh. Mmg those kids really taught me something la. Even till now, I get voice notes from them through whatsapp every week wehhh, aint that cute ? kau ada? ahahaha.

 Alhamdulillah that Allah give me this kind of nikmat, at least I tak mereput sangat waktu cuti, hehe. Okay what else I did during holiday huh? hmmm... Oh yahhhh, I already got my car license ahakkk, (one of the wishlist budak habis SPM nak buat , I think) ANDDDDD, I already merasa accident wehh haha, but not yang langgar orang punya tu la. Masuk longkang je , HAHA. 

Okay, cukup atas yang lepas. And now I'm officialy and one month already jadi one of the Asperian. yeyyyyyy!!! my first choice after all to sambung dekat UPM. Why? because UPM ada fakulti perhutanan ;) , say yeay to Dendrophile hehe. I cannot la dengan suasana duduk dalam kotak berdinding, i love nature,  i love outdoor , extreme things, but please bukan macam duduk dlm lab buat experiment and all all that. That just not me. Buat experiment pun aku tipu data hahahahaha. I cannot i cannot haha. But still for this foundation a lot of lab report to do. Sabar laa naaakkkk. 

Let's brief a bit about UPM, simple word : it huge weh . your legs will become sado la duduk sini. And I dunno if this thing happens to everyone else juga ke tak. 'I'm too lazy to buy food weh' . 5 days dah tak beli nasi and other kejadah benda lain. Too lazy, once you dah naik bilik and you be like gila malas nak pi turun dan pi cafe . Maybe this thing just happen to me, eyy. Even though bulan puasa, sometimes my roomate yang tolong belikan. And yaaa talking 'bout roomate. My roomate is my cousin hehe, lucky girl huh? 

Now lets talk about kuliah. Being one of the kuliah 14 people , Alhamdulillah , really ; everyone is so really ; in together, just one month and kita dah menggila to each other. (hashtag sayasayangkuliah14) haha. Pertanian class really helps us to bond to each other, serious talk. This is ionic bond where anion and cation helps together to form a stable and perfect arrangement ;).  Thanks for everything guys, praying for this ukhwah and friendship relay be lasting forever (not for this foundation period only eyy ;) ) and of course to bless by Allah. And you know what, again im lucky , i think haha, same class with wan syafin. and old classmate in igop, haikal. again really -_- hahaha. Well, wishing and praying the best for our two last paper for this ujian satu, physics and chemistry this weekend, inshaAllah. Chaiyok guys.

But psstttttt, remember this , what is the reason for us to learn? the reason for you to learn something? adakah your first anwer is to get 4 flat wahai kawan kawan? Then you in a big trouble. Please guys, dont! You can have them in your wishlist but please make them at second wish ke . Tajdid niat we learn to gain KNOWLEDGE. Agama tak mintak untuk you bagi 4 flat , agama mintak  you to become wise, wise for what , I know you know the answer, right? Beza between the golongan intelligent but not perform ibadah and golongan intelligent yang jaga agama. Ingat akhirat nakkk. Note to dearself juga ni, huhu. sama sama henshin guys :( (pardon me to non-muslim readers hehe)

Coretan di Igop 2

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Part 6 : Infinite

             To infinity to beyond.

 Kenapa infinite? Jgn tanya.

 Nama mcm kpop sgt? Jgn tanya, ini adalah keputusan sebulat suara.

 Infinite ni apa? Jgn tanya. Okay tak J infinite ni our batch punya nama. Masuk asrama la baru tahu ada juga org yg perjuangkan semangat batch. Byk sgt kenangan dgn infiniters. Infinite infinite infinite, hmm nakal sgt rasanya. Byk sgt hal yg dibuatnya, lepas satu2. Tapi satu benda la, aku rasa batch kita terlampau baik, sampaikan something yg buat kita jadi nakal. Naik lemak kot, haha.  

            Just to share kenangan yg pling ‘terindah’ la waktu form 5, and I have to admit, ada hikmahnya, ukhwah between us lepas tu, mmg dasyat la, thumbs up. Bersatu hati jiddan la. Kenangan yg mana? Well drum roll to our …. LEGEND of 3AM, yey haha. Anggota dia sape? Wallahualam, yg aku tahu 10 org. Aku tak nak cerita psl apa korang buat, kesasihan cerita kurang pasti. Ni aku cerita dari sudut aku. Kisah nya bermula dari ckp-ckp , mmg waktu tu semua tak puas hati, dlm kelas semua org bgi pandangan, balik dorm pun sama. Luckily waktu tu dah tukar dorm, ada la privasi , x yah menghadap junior. Dorm lagi la rancak gossiping, gossip? Lebih kpd luahan perasaan dan rasa sedihsebakdanseangkatandgnnya. Perempuan, what? Hehe .

           Lagi sebak bila tahu our guy friends direhatkan sebentar, haha. That week mmg semua tgh main dgn perasaan. Semua tahan sebak tapi time kelas fizik pagi bila ntah, mmg… (okay pejam mata – ce korang bygkan balik waktu tu , :D). Laki semua keluar dri dewan, yg perempuan dlm dewan terpinga-pinga. Yg dok usha ikut tingkap dh start nangis tgk keadaan lelaki-lelaki waktu tu (hugging,salam to each other) senang cerita la kan, mmg DRAMA la waktu tu,haha. Then start la desas desus kata ada yg direhatkan forever. Lagi-lagi org yg kena tu mmg unexpected punya people.  Menangis? Gila tak, even tak rapat just kenal2 mcm tu pun boleh nangis, lagi la form four lama, menangis lagi dasyhat. Mmg percaya la waktu tu kan, tgk lelaki pun nangis. Malam tu semua dorm pakat call org yg kena ‘direhatkan’ tu, okay lawak sbnrnya.

         Siapa tak sedih, dah la dah nak exam tiba2 jadi mcm tu. Malam before diaorg pergi, Had rasanya jadi Imam, balik dorm semua dok pakat ckp ‘nanti tak dengar dah Had imam, imamkan Yassin’ . Lol, siapa yg baca doa lepas solat waktu tu ayat dia pun … adoi okay (Tarik nafas) burst in tears. J

        Tetapi, semuanya dusta. Dusta dusta (geleng kepala) Kenapa? Geram dulu jom. Haha, tgk tgk kan elok je semua balik, tiada pun yg rehat forever. Means kitaorg kena tipu la, yey. :D Geram? Of course tapi nasib baik tak ada rusuhan berlaku, lol. Sebab apa? Mungkin it was better, kawan dah balik, suka la kan nak marah pun buat apa. That night, waktu perjumpaan , diaorg admit  yg diaorg tipu. Okay cancel out the tipu tukar lakonan kot. KOT. Haha. Serious la, betul la, semua benda yg terjadi mesti ada hikmahnya … kan? Lepas benda ni terjadi mmg ukhwah kita susah nak diperkatakan dengan kata (angkat kening) . Kesan? First time aku dengar , lelaki baca doa rabitah buat julung kalinya, haha, no offense okay. Dan hari-hari berikutnya , Doa Rabitah for everyday, kalau baca dgn penuh penghayatan, tangkap leleh juga la.

And setiap hari till now, aku susah nak lupa, moment lepas kita ada perjumpaan dengan cikgu then, Had arahkan baca Doa Rabitah, then dgn cheers kita

Satukan hati-hatimu        

......(lupa lirik, haha) ampun

Semua A+ dalam genggaman 

bila cheers, kalau tgh semangat tu, aduh payah nak cakap semangat betul la senang cerita. Sometimes, bila tgh sway mood, takut rindu Igop ada juga la yg sob sob sebak on the way nak pergi bilik persalinan balik, tu untuk la perempuan la, yg lelaki , i dunno korang ada x rasa mcm ni. 

Banyak sgt la kenangan dgn infinite, program yang mcm-mcm nya, CSQ ,camp dekat lereng tak ter-list banyak sgt. 

Dalam kelas cikgu marziah, dekat surau tu, siap bawa meja, ada yg bawa bantal, dasyat la. dah study sikit then stop kejap then pergi supper, then dtg surau balik. (entah kenapa teringat pasal ni)

Ingat hari last kita jawab exam paper? last dekat igop? sayu kot haritu. start dgn doa lepas solat subuh nya, Had baca kan? Sebak dan takut bila Had doa pasal tanggungjawab kita terhadap kawan lepas habis sekolah. hmmm. 

Dalam dewan,still teringat pengawas exam tu suruh kita buat sehabis baik. 

Then, habis exam kita tunggu kat luar. ... 

Doa rabitah, yg terakhir kot waktu tu. aku tak baca pun waktu tu , aku tadah tangan je, kalah dalam tangisan hahaha, 

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Aku sayang ukhwah kita, Alhamdulillah even , sekarang dah nak 2 minggu kan, tak duduk sebumbung belajar bersama, tapi kita still contact. ukhwah tu manis bila kita bertemu dan berpisah kerana Allah. Sorry kalau selama ni aku tak jalankan tanggungjawab aku sebagai seorang kawan, halalkan semua tunjuk ajar okay ? :D thanks for the great memory yg korang sudi kongsi ~

Coretan di Igop 1

The title? Cliché much? Haha

Okay Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and Assalamualaikum

To be truth actually tak tahu nak start dekat mana dulu, but for this entry for sure panjang dia bukan kemain panjang lagi.

So to make it tersusun kemas lgi rapi, haha I will divide it into certain part

Part 1 : The beginning

             The beginning kehidupan di Igop , bila tanya balik certain people ‘aku dulu waktu masuk mcm mana ha’? ‘ fir ckp “aku ingat kau atlet sekolah’ okay pause, ATLET ? haha aku setakat main sofbol je kot. Dia continue ckp sbb tudung kau pendek waktu tu, okay aku terima. Syamira pulak ckp ‘kau nmpk mcm sombong, takut nak tegur” haha ada juga org takut dgn aku. Tu la apa yg aku igt. First masuk mmg admit tudung pendek haha, then Alhamdulillah ada G-ha, my junior tegur to change it. That time satu benda je aku fikir “Okay wardah this Igop thing boleh teruskan apa yg kau nak sgt buat tpi entah knp kau tak buat dkt sekolah lama” Okay mungkin dulu aku fikir sekolah one gender, apa yang nak jaga sgt pun, aurat pun kawan2 semua girl girl haha, ikhtilat? Lagi  x pernah terfikir pun. But, once I enter Igop then I know I have to change, Alhamdulillah Allah kurniakan utk berfikir secara terbuka. Sikit demi sedikit nampak kebaikan duduk dkt Igop.

             Kehidupan dekat asrama, totally memenatkan, mcm mana la diaorg yg dah duduk lama boleh survive dgn kehidupan yg sama everyday bangun pagi berebut toilet solat breakfast perhimpunan belajar solat lunch prep solat berebut selipar surau balik dorm berebut toilet turun dm solat prep solat bacaan malam. Everyday benda yg sama diaorg buat. Like seriously, TAK BOSAN KE?!!!! So to kikis that kind of feeling, aku sendiri menyibukkan diri , get involve with pengawas punya thingy, jaga koperasi, buat kacau, kacau kawan, suka hati je tegur anyone yg terserempak and isi hati dgn pengisian rohani dkt surau. Then my life dekat sana not that boring la, setiap hari aku akan make sure ada satu benda baru yg gila ataupun x brp nak gila aku kena buat. So my life Alhamdulillah was great there. Setiap hari aku cuba cari kebahagian and memory dkt sana, biar la memalukan ke , menyakitkan ke. As long hidup aku ada cerita, ada journey to be share. 

Part 2 : The Farabian

               FARABI! First masuk , it was so awkward , byk kali hati ni dok berceloteh “ibu, mcm mana ni cope dgn kelas campur gender ni , mcm mana ni nak menghadap muka yg sama almost everyday? “ still remember waktu form 4 , p’puan buat hal p’puan . lelaki hal lelaki. Dh macam perang dingin pun ada. So much benci membenci between us. Lol . Then lama2 we become ya ya okay, ukhwah terjalin dkt situ. Masing masing try untuk kenal setiap sorang punya perangai. And what make our class different from others was lelaki x byk ckp, p’puan pulak ckp mcm betih jagung yg tgh masak. POPCORN! . You guys sgt lah pendiam and s’times kitaorg yg p’puan ni serious x thu apa mslh korang, cikgu tanya korang x jwb . Like seriously KORANG NI APA SBNRNYA? Sampai cikgu pun rasa yg p’puan ni lelaki yg lelaki ni p’puan. Haha. Sampai satu tahap, we denying kewujudan korang dkt kelas tu. But, it different bila dah masuk form 5 , korang dah semakin peramah, banyak ckp, buat byk benda yg unexpected, yg senyap dah bising. Hahahaha , dh lain lah. Kitaorg ckp korang dah reti balas. Nak gelak lagi, hahaha. Yg girl, admit kita tak byk berubah, mcm tu mcm tu la kita, bising tu dah semesti, yg pasti aku nampak kita dah rapat between us. Aku happy dengan kelas kita. So much fun. 

                                                 TO BE CONTINUE, (ada entry special ;) )

Part 3 : Mawaddah Ring

            Mawaddah Ring? Apa tu? If korang pernah dgr la (for budak igop) , dua tiga kali la ada announcement Usrah MR. Okay people byk dgr MR MR but tak tahu MR stand for apa. So that’s it, mawaddah ring. MR is actually usrah bawah Madam Ilani. TBH, this is my first usrah. Setiap petang khamis, aku akan terhegeh-hegeh jumpa Mardhiah Hani and tanya MR jadi tak? Jadi tak? Then siap, 6.30 pergi rumah madam , if madam takde then to our one and only spot , ‘Court Baseball’ . Ramai tanya, wardah kau pergi MR buat apa je?  Well , at first sesi memilih surah pilihan, then from that surah we will yup kongsi cerita, tadabbur surah, and kaitkan any lesson from the choosen surah dgn kehidupan sekarang. Setiap minggu ada pengisian dalam hati, susah nak explain mcm mana rasa dia. You cannot depends on ceramah dkt surau je, kadang kala hati mahupun diri nak lebih, kan? . Selagi hidup, selagi Allah bagi peluang depan mata, grab it. Admit sometimes, rasa malas and penat nak pergi, lgi2 bila busy dgn hostel life. Tapi satu ingat balik syaitan punya plan, so try to ignore that feeling, fight back then pergi juga. But seriously, pergi majlis Allah tak pernah rasa rugi, rasa lagi dekat dengan Allah. Thanks Allah for sending me to IGOP :) Thanks to lalang aka Najla kerana menjadi my harun, even though no notes from you, seriously never mind, as long im in your dua (kenyit mata) , enough dgn pemberian tafsir and baju tu, seriously suka sangat J . And to my musa, tira hanee, sorry if tak jaga you and rasa harun awak tak jaga awak, nanti kita hang around area ipoh lagi kay J  

Part 4 : Bahasa Arab

            Hehe , since I’m only a pure science student, okay serious talk, jealous kot tgk kawan lain belajar arab. Diaorg baca Al-quran and they seem to understand sikit-sikit. Idk, bahasa arab ni unique, later on in hereafter kita ckp dlm arab juga kan? Correct me if im wrong. Bahasa Arab is a wonderful thing to learn. So, aku kan suka tunjuk poyo, so during diaorg (the agama stream buddy) exam Arab, aku pun bajet mcm exam juga. Diaorg pun layan mereng aku. Duduk dekat tangga surau, somebody tegur (not really remember who) tanya ‘Wardah, knp tak study Arab ni?’ I replied ‘ Hmm, aku dah hbis study dah, in sha Allah dah sedia nak jawab dah . (hahaha, troll face) . Then bila diaorg tanya aku pandai2 la bgi alasan. Sometimes, I mean a few times, bila diaorg tgh study, aku dtg dekat and suruh diaorg ajar satu benda any thing. Mcm haritu dtg dkt Cuna and dia ajar panas (hararah) and sejuk (burudah) . So aku apa lagi start la buat ayat ‘ Cuna, I feel hararah, cuasa panas harini’ . But then she said ‘But I feel burudah’ . titik . titik. titik. speechless aku kat situ hahaha. Bila aku nak tunjuk bajet tahu perkataan baru, ada juga la tersalah cakap sampai org buat muka jerk diaorg, hahaha. Then bila org rasa sedih ke takut, dengan poyo nya aku berkata ‘ La Taqof, Wa La Tahzan Innallah Ma ‘ana  , hehe. Bajet kan?

Part 5 : Co-op

             Kisah hidup aku lagi busy bila involve dgn co-op, setiap kali rehat jaga ‘kaunter byrn’. Ni la proses pembelajaran kira duit secara congak. Setiap petang, aku excited jaga koop sbb nak cri duit with no siri AW ****** haha. Bila agak-agak 'pelanggan' dah kurang aku start la selongkar tengok satu satu duit. sometimes, ada yg tolong aku cari duit tu, haha. pernah sampai aku kumpul 2 keping duit RM10 and 20 keping duit seringgit, dasyhat tak? haha. taksub abenda tah waktu tu, hahaha. 

CORETAN DI IGOP 2 coming soon (about infinite and others) . penat nak copy semua dalam satu entry, nanti hodoh panjang sangat, hee. wait haaa

High school is not about academics all alone but it is about spending and enjoying your life with your friends

Morning Assembly

Assalamualaikum and hai :)
long time tak tekan menekan keyboard laptop, huu.
its 01.10 am , 27 October and I'm still not sleeping,
so I decide to share an experience of mine, how to make your school morning assembly become a tragic? . haha, okay touching with my own words, ghaha.

the day before that day, Dayana came to me and offered me to become MC for the next day, and ya I said 'yes, why not' for it. ohh damn, did I really said that? yes i did :o .

That day, i came early at prep foyer, studying Physic before start doing my duty. Kiah give me the scrip and yah i talked to myself : all the best dearself. I thought i can do like okay okay la, conduct assembly je kot. haha, kot la sangat. But then, I realized, this is not tcs, dude igop kot, it is a coed school. two gender in this school. What I'm trying to say is, i cannot suit myself with coed school yet. I'm from convent, all girls, no boys.

 It was Wednesday, malang day for me,  pelajar beratur ikut platun unit beruniform and barisan depan semua lelaki! Crap! hahaha. I can't really remember what happened that day, okay I'm lying. Gagap baca nama cikgu, pencil jatuh, kertas jatuh , apa lagi, name it! haha. not a good day for me.

Haritu jumpa orang je, orang tanya weh tadi kau kenapa? ha ha hal hal ehwal -- ya they imitated the way I gagap. menangis dalam hati tapi dibibir sebuah senyuman diberi.

banyak lagi tapi tak perlu dikenang, haha. tak perlu dikenang but why am I still writing about it? It has become my past and one of my memory. A bad one of course and I don't want to forget about it, an experience kot, so experience untuk diteladani, to become a better person. overcome kata-kata orang, be prepared before buat something, ya

 thinking positive la even though other people dont :) 

Another Camp? Awesome or not?

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

So loooooooong tak update blog, dah semakin jauh , jauh dan jauh. 

too busy with asrama life. How is my new life? Alhamdulillah, jauh lebih baik dari biasa. Igop give its student a lot of way to gain a new experience. 

Dekat sana, rasa setiap hari adalah luar biasa, unexpected thing/situation happens everyday. 

And because of Igop, tahun ni punya IIR tak join, 

because tak join IIR, dapat join pergi camp jati diri,

because of that camp, dapat a huge lot lot experience 

haha yup broken eng there, well anggap tak nampak =) 

So, time to 'put' every memory about the camp to this blog. hmm , as a backup file maybe. well mana la tahu if diri ini ter-Format ke kan, haha. 

At first kena pilih whether nak pergi camp and drop IIR or sebaliknya. Memang tekad dah nak pergi IIR, then cikgu jumpa for the second time minta juga untuk pergi, and I was like 'a long mmmmmm' . Okay camp lah. 

Camp tu dekat The Lereng Adventure Camp & Resort, Ulu Chepor, a very nice campsite and resort. Nak pergi masuk tu, naik lorry angkut barang ramai ramai, first time kot naik lorry besorrrr macam tu, kau ada? haha. Sampai dekat dewan dia, cikgu suruh letak beg segala beg dalam khemah and dtg balik dewan dengan membawa towel. Towel untuk apa? first ingat untuk night walk la kot, night walk tengah hari an an an. Tapi ni lain la, kitaorang kena jalan berpandukan benang, jalan punya jalan tiba-tiba dengar budak-budak yang dekat depan teriak-teriak, i mean menjerit. and the sound of SPLASH kedengaran, yup im talking about water. Can you ever imagine masuk kolam air dengan mata ditutup, kasut sport yang semakin menyerap air-air kolam, baju memang basah la. Then, bila dibuka mata, kalau la boleh nak je jerit sekuat hati, kenapa? mmm mmm, kolam tu dibahagi dua buka je mata nampak budak lelaki di depan, jarak yang jauh of course but but, in that situation it is really something... you wish you are not there. 

Then, that night macam macam aktiviti from Bingo to pertukaran kasut sport la, macam macam la malam tu. Wondering apa tu pertukaran kasut sport? Okay gini ceritanya, ala macam main music chair. kasut kanan ditinggalkan pastu pusing la satu round sampai la music stop and berhenti dekat one of the boys' shoe. Yey, big shoe because mostly budak lelaki punya kaki kan besar ==' . How about my right sport shoe? dekat lelaki and takyah cakap la, hampir mengalami kerosakan, hahaha. Kena la pakai kasut berlainan, kasut yang basah, kasut orang lain sampai la aktiviti dekat dewan habis.

Malam sikit, we have NIGHT WALK. this is the best part ever. At first nak sampai dekat tempat nak mula kitaorang kena redah sikit sikit la kot, redah hutan. redah hutan malam malam weehh, best haha. Night walk ni kitaorang kena jalan sorang-sorang dalam gelap ikut laluan pejalan kaki (dalam hutan ni, agak la macam hutan) bila dah sampai pertengahan kita orang akan lalu sebelah kubur, and dah sampai situ kena cari satu kubur yang ada lilin and tengok apa yang ada dekat situ, kiranya macam 'mission' la juga ni. Dalam tengah tunggu turn, ada lagi yang sempat tidur, abang kakak fasi. cerita pasal motosikal yang akan lalu situ la, apa la. Dah sampai my turn, tiba-tiba ada seorang kakak fasi ni out of nowhere dtg and ckp ada budak pengsan. ishh aku la. Kuat kan semangat teruskan, jalan la sorang-sorang,  dalam tak sampai 5 minute jalan ada bau kemenyan, memang tak fikir apa 'cause i know mmg kemenyan tu sengaja dibakarkan. teruskan jalan sampai nampak kubur, agak lega nampak kubur sebab jalan dah lama, tapi tak nampak apa-apa , just afraid kot kot sesat ke kan. first ingat nak jalan ikut kubur tu masuk susur-susur( betul ke ayat bm aku ni?,haha) tapi risau pulak kalau terlangkah kubur orang. jalan la straight baru belok, kubur tu betul depan satu pokok besar and sebuah bangsal, pergi dekat tengok apa yang ada dlm basket tu, nampak segala jenis buah dan sayur (permainan masak-masak yg budak main tu). nak pegang takut, sentuh dengan hujung jari, haha. tengah dok belek belek tiba-tiba bunyi hantu, haaaa sudah, apa lagi beredar la, tapi tak la belari, control macho ==' haha, lalu depan bangsal, bangsal tu berbunyi, terkejut! langkah dipercepatkan. dah agak jauh sikit, aku gelak dalam hati sorang sorang, rasa lawak bila sebab kan kena kacau sikit kita dah rasa cuak, nasib baik gelak dalam hati, kalau gelak kuat-kuat, haha naya orang ingat aku dah kenapa. teruskan perjalanan, nampak tiang lampu, dah lepas 3 tiang lampu dah selamat la, tapi jalan dia jalan besar, agak la cuak sebab kalau nak menyorok pun dah tak boleh, haha. Sampai la nampak Hilux, i know that i'm safe, dalam nak ke sana tu ada juga bunyi-bunyi buat org cuak. Dah sampai Hilux kakak tu suruh list kan apa yang nampak, cakap la nampak 'Timun, Carrot... akak lupalah... ada roti juga tadi rasanya' haha nampak tak, disbbkan cuak, habis lupa semua. 

The next morning, activity yang paling BEST . what what what? JUNGLE TREKKING! hooo yehh. jungle trekking dia mak aiiii memang tahap keenam susahnya, banyak gaung, silap langkah bye bye bye bye bye bye la jawabnya. That time actually tangan kanan injured bengkak tak boleh nak angkat, ce bayangkan dengan tangan yang macam tu nya then banyak pula panjat-memanjat, memang struggle la, cikgu memang suruh turun balik tak payah ikut, well memang tak la, jungle trekking kot, one of the most amazing thing to do. tangan kiri la jadi mangsa kebergantungannya. LOL. Jungle Trekking for four hour, best sangat, sangat sangat. kalau cerita je tak ada feel, kena pergi experience sendiri. panjat batu, turun bukit, turun curam, kena gigit pacat and the list is still go on. huuu

That evening, time for obstacle. 9 halangan to pass through, boleh tahan juga bestnya. Halangan terakhir yang paling best MUD TUNNEL. merangkak dibawah tunnel (buatan) yang ada mud, semakin lama semakin rasa nak tenggelam, sampai dekat penamat, baru la nampak sinaran matahari, haha, then muka disapu dengan lumpur dan tak boleh basuh. keluar dari tempat tu, kitaorang disuruh duduk dekat tangga menghadap kolam. sampai la semua orang dah habis halangan tu baru kitaorang dibenarkan basuh muka.
main la kolam lagi.

malam pun buat activity sampai pukul 2-3 pagi. macam-macam kena marahlah, sampai yang perempuan hampir nak kena berendam pagi-pagi tu sebab apa ntah, quite sleepy that time, tanpa ketahui punca cikgu tanya siapa yang membantah, ramai la yang berdiri, agak-agak la kan pagi sangat. Last-last cikgu suruh balik tidur. Alhamdulillah.

Next morning, before majlis penutup ada main game berkumpulan. waktu balik la memang sedih. yang kurang syoknya 6 budak perempuan balik ikut PK Hem, one of them is me, tak la merasa naik lorry. Sampai sekolah, lepak sat then ibu datang ambik baju kotor, tangan kan sakit, nak memberus berus baju pun payah, thanks mom, muahhh hee :) . Sekarang dah okay, dah boleh angkat tinggi tapi bengkak tu mmg nampak la, ala anggap je muscle. haha.

for this camp the best camp la dalam banyak-banyak camp yang dah pergi. balik kepada soalan title, awesome or not?

AWESOME SANGAT. DOUBLE AWESOME

From TCS to IGOP

The story started on the 27th of February the day after my birthday, one big news that had change my life. Eceh. Balik dari sekolah Rina told me 'Angah, kau dapat SBP' . and i was like ?!!!?!!!! Ya Allah, im going to leave TCS, for seriously? That was my first though, then i think oh yeah kalau tak accept pun takpe then terus dilupakan pasal SBP. That evening, my mom came to my room and asked me whether i have decided to go or not, no answer from me, i just kept silent and from no where 'some' tears fell down, haha. I took a couple of days to decide, I still remember my friends' face that full of frustration when I told them about this thing. LOL, bunyi macam perasan la pulak, haha. My mom really want me to go to SBP and I know she know what is good for me. So on the 4th of March, last day as TCS's girl. Cried a lot that day. Dah okay dah kawal ego taknak menangis but then when kumpul ramai ramai dengan kawan kawan, Athira, she doesn't want to see my face, okay very emotional because of that. Then, Syaqila , hmm her face turns red! She is so double emotional. Haa, that day the last day me and Syaqila nyanyi lagu One Thing dalam Physics Lab, after we sang yes of course she cried! Very emotional la that day. That night Athira is so damn rajin and sangat la berat hati nak lepaskan aku pergi sampai dia datang rumah malam tu. hahaha, that night we played Tic Tac Toe and Cat and Dog ( not the real name)  haha.

note from Athira, last last surat dia tak bagi pergi macam hape. haha

from anis :)

from junior form 3

On the 5th of March, i''m officially - one of  IGOP's student. Everything was awkward that day. Luckily my saudara angkat Dayana Balqis helps me untuk biasakan diri dekat IGOP, first-first jumpa Dayana I thought she is my senior , hampir nak cium tangan kot. haha. And yahhhh pernah la tersasul panggil dia Kak Dayana. hahaha. T__T malunya. Mana tak nya ramai budak IGOP muka mature mature belaka.

From 5th to 14th of March officially la dah 10 days dekat IGOP. Baru 10 hari but a lot of things had happened.
Jatuh depan bilik cikgu? CHECK . 2 days jalan terjengkut-jengkut luckily no one nampak!
 Jatuh longkang? CHECK . macam mana jatuhnya?  yang pasti amat memilukan. ada orang nampak? ada kot, ramai pulak tu, mana tak nya on the way from prep malam to surau, malunya hanya Allah yang tahu. What I did bila dah bangun was LAUGH LAUGH and LAUGH. Because it was funny!
Overconfident? CHECK . jalan dengan penuh confident, tanpa disedari jalan atas lopak air dengan selamba badaknya. ^_^

CLUMSY MUCH!

How is my asrama life? Everything was great. Had a nice dormates. Peoples in Mutiara 4 are all baik-baik. They help me a lot. Macam macam perangai ada. Senior Form 5 - Kak Yaya , Kak Iman, Kak Nurul and Kak Fatimah. Form 4 - YZ the funny one, Hafizah ,Wan, Dayana and me! Form 3 - Tiesya and Sofia. Form 2 -G-ha and Zati . Form 1 - Nurin and Yaya .

Alhamdulillah, Allah permudahkan urusan dekat IGOP. Happy sangat dekat sana. I love IGOP! sayang TCS juga :*

Give Up or Fight Back?

Assalamualaikum,
now it is almost pertengahan of February. February is not the topic for today, but i want to talk about January. January for me is not so good, but it is not that bad too. I wont said that "OHH, January have been mean to me" . haa, no such thing. Dugaan at the first month of the year. I have been through it with positively. You know, when something bad happen today, tomorrow will be a good day. Allah tests for me the last January was not the biggest test, ada hambaNya yang ditimpa ujian yang lebih besar daripada ni.

The days I spent in hospital, buka 'my mata' - about doctor's life. Oh ya, I have been admitted to the hospital for A WEEK! Eventhough in the pain, bila tengok doktor-doktor dekat GH buat kerja, it make me realised Allah hantar aku ke sini, bersebab, supaya aku dapat lihat sendiri susah ke senang jadi doktor. The pain... till right now i won't say that I'm fully recover, it is on and off.
Because I admitted to hospital lah, i met Kak Ana, one of the doctor practical dekat GH, jadi mangsa kajian  Kak Ana. haha, she is a nice girl for seriously. Had a  nice chat with Kak Ana, she told me that actually she doesn't want to be a doctor, disuruh parents la ni. So dia nasihat 'Ikut apa yang awak nak jadi, nak jadi doktor kena tahan kena marah, kena belajar pandai pandai' . Macam macam kitaorang berborak haritu, dia tak percaya yang I want to be a doctor since my father is an architecture and my mom ada diploma interior designer. haha, memang jauh tersasar. Before nak balik, time to go out form GH! , Kak Ana gave me this

Kali kedua masuk, jumpa Kak Izzah, dia pulak cakap jangan jadi doktor, seksa. haha, still the same matlamat, kat mana mana pun seksa. just be strong. Then, ada seorang doktor indian lelaki,dia tanya dah besar nak jadi apa. haha, sama juga dia terkejut dengar that i want to be a doctor, haishhh. dia siap cakap 'One day i will find you' . haha, scary much! . dia pun cakap ' jadi doktor kena tahan kalau marah, dalam sehari bukan sekali je kena marah, banyak kali' . Jangan kata tak ada doktor yang comel, ada okay. Doktor Low, hehe. haha cut cut! 

and the most thing, i know bulan january ni, I dah banyak sangat dah menyusahkan orang. Mohon ampun. Dah banyak menyusahkan ibu and ayah. I owe them a lot. Thank you so much much much. Thanks to Along, yang temankan waktu malam walaupun sampai pukul 10 sahaja. haha.  thanks juga yang susah susah datang melawat. susah nak parking dekat GH ye idak? haha.

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THANK YOU SO MUCH AND IM SO SORRY 

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bila datang sekolah pula, I'm so stressful, berbukit bukit kerja sekolah kena siapkan, bergunung gunung kena catch up subjects. T_T , itu la dugaan. It is depends on you, untuk you give up or lawan balik and make everything macam sedia kala, just don't give up and anggap everything macam sebuah cerita adventure. LOL 

the end . assalamualaikum